Hoping I get to stay

tropicalmama · June 2010

Hi Everyone,

So I'm currently playing the waiting game, and could use some prayers and positive thoughts...

I'm 5w4d pregnant (about) and last week, just after I found I was pregnant, I went to the clinic to see what was going on, as I had been feeling some ovary (?) pain for the last few weeks. They were unable to see a gestational sac (but it was before I even really hit 5 weeks, so I suppose that's normal, yes?) and did see several cysts that they want to watch on my left ovary and a small one on the right. Our hcG levels out here (Saipan) take forever because they have to send the labs to Hawaii so I won't find out until Wednesday at the earliest. And my second ultrasound is not scheduled for another week. ARGH!!

I had an ectopic pregnancy, needing surgery, this time last year just before I moved out here. Now I'm about to move back and I'm so worried that I'm going to go through the same thing!

I feel so pregnant and I so want this to work, but I'm very very nervous.

Lis