So i had my doctor appointment last thursday and they didnt do an ultrasound but had blood work done and said it all looked fine..then 2 days later i went to the bathroom and when i wiped i noticed a little pink..i got very nervous and called the ER. (since it was sat.) and they told me to come in..i got there and they gave me an ultrasound and i saw the heart beat and thought everything was going to be fine. Well two days later..on Monday i was still bleeding and went back in because i was a felt deep down something was wrong and there wasnt a heart beat this time..I was so numb, i just started crying. I dont understand why this keeps happening to me.  i went back in on wednesday to get it rechecked and to make it definite that there wasnt a heart beat..but i couldnt even look this time. So here it is thursday and my baby is still inside me not not alive..im really hating life right now..im trying to do the natural approach and hope i pass the baby on my own..but i dont think its happening..i go in tomorrow to see if i did or not and if i didnt my doc. wants to talk about a D&C but for some reason the thought of that is really making my nervous and scared.                
                             
        
Re: yet another one... : (
BFP #1 12/28/09 D&C 2/15/10
BFP #2 DS
BFP #3 5/13/12 M/C 6/10/12
BFP #4 8/12/12 M/C 8/18/12
September 2012 - 2.5mg Femara + Ovidrel + TI = BFP #5 Beta #1 - 61 @ 12 dpo, Beta #2 - 183 @ 14 dpo, Beta #3 - 1466 @ 19 dpo
~EDD Nov 18, 2017 with my IUI success story~
[spoiler]
Harper Oksana, born on her due date, January 20, 2011, and the love of my life
BFP 5/9/10. U/S - no heartbeat 6/2/10 (7 weeks). Induced miscarriage 6/7/10.
Chemical pregnancies 12/2/10, 1/3/11, and 2/7/11.
dx: RPL due to poor quality uterine lining; begin progesterone January 2011
BFP 3/10/11. EDD 11/19/11. E arrived 11/15/11!
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