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Back to work tomorrow :(

Tomorrow is my first day back at work since Wed.  I am having huge anxiety about this.  I work in a HS as a school counselor and the year is quickly ending, which you would think would be happy, but there is just so much to do to end the year.  Tomorrow is going to be VERY busy.

I also am afraid of how my co-workers will act, I know some of them will be great.  But someone is going to say something dumb and piss me off.  :(  Or worse, make me cry at school.

I hate being anxious.  I was on meds until my BFP and right now I really miss them. 

Just needed to vent.  Thanks. 

 

BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010

BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011

BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013

BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy.  Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)    

                              <3 We love and miss you Timothy <3

BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014

Re: Back to work tomorrow :(

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    ((hugs)) I hope that you have an alright day tomorrow! First days back are always hard.
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    I remember my first day back post m/c-it was aweful, I knew most people had already heard but there were some I'd have to tell. *hugs*
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    (((HUGS)))
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    I had the same fear.  I was gone for 19 days and I work in a huge rumor mill so I was sure I'd be getting all kinds of comments.  Surprisingly, it wasn't that bad.  I only teared up once when I went over to see my "work mom."  She said "Knock it off before you make me cry and run my mascara!"  For the most part, people waited for me to bring it up.  For those who didn't a quick "not now" or shake of the head shut them up.  You can get through it! 
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