Well, I just found out that my best friend from school is 10 wks pregnant, we don't talk as often as we like, but are still friends. I hadn't had a chance to tell her about my m/c yet when her DH told my DH about her pregnancy, so I don't think she knows (should I tell her?). I just feel that I can't take much more, last year, and so far this year has sucked. I lost my horse last July, my Grandpa died of cancer suddenly last Sept., his brother(my Great Uncle who was like a grandpa) died in March, and in April I have a m/c. Tell me how much more do I have to lose!!! I can't take anymore loss. Thanks for letting me vent, I just don't know where else to turn at times.
PG #1-BFP#1 2/24/10, Heartbeat 3/24/10, Start of Natural MC 4/17/10, D&C 4/21/10
PG #2- CP 8/5/10 & PG #3- CP 9/11/10
PG #4- Clomid 50mg Days 3-7, BFP 11/23/10- Beta 53 and Prometrium Started, MC Diagnosed 12/22/10 D&C 1/18/11
PG #5- Clomid 50mg Days 3-7, BFP-4/25/11-Beta 1 433, Prometrium 200mg Started, Beta 2 4/27/11- 1120 EDD 1/1/12, U/S at 7.5, 9.5, and 11.5 wks All looks great!
Re: So I need to vent (thanks in advance for letting me)
Rylan 1/27/2011, 2:42 pm, 5lbs 12oz, 18.5 inches long
Ayla 10/02/2013, 10:14 am, 6lbs 14oz, 19.25 inches long
Missed Miscarriage 6w3d 3/02/2010
I'll hold you in my heart until I hold you in heaven.
I'm sorry for your tough times lately! I hate going to work now, because one of my employees is about 5 days ahead of where I would have been...I'm really not looking forward to watching her baby grow in her belly.
I feel angry towards her sometimes and I feel really bad because she has been nothing but great towards me. She bought me a card and flowers when she heard about the m/c...