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ARE YOU SERIOUS?!!! :(

Seriously, can I ever get a fvcking break? My hcg went up today. We were supposed to leave on vacation this weekend. Not happening. I have to go back tonight or tomorrow morning for the injection which I have no idea to spell right now...since it might be ectopic.

Fvck fvck fvck

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Re: ARE YOU SERIOUS?!!! :(

  • Ugh, I am so sorry Sad
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  • Oh Amber...I am sorry! ((HUGS))
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  • I am so sorry Amber, this is just not fair.  :(
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  • I'm so sorry, Amber. That really sucks.

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  • Oh no. Amber I am so sorry!  ((huge hugs))
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    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
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    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
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    I'm so sorry, Amber.  I really hope this injection takes care of things.  That really sucks that it means you can't go on vacation, too.

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    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

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    Oh are you FVCKING kidding me?! Amber, I am so sorry!
  • I am so very sorry Amber.


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    F*ck! Amber, this is so frustrating and upsetting! I'm so, so sorry.
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  • Amber, I am so sorry!   {{{BIG HUGS}}}
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    Amber I'm really sorry. I just hope you can have a break from the heartache and physical toll of all this.

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  • Oh Amber I'm so so sorry.  (((hugs)))
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  • Methotrexate?  I'm so sorry.  I've been through this before so I know how difficult it is.  My T&P are with you Amber!! 
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  • Oh I am so sorry!
  • Amber, that sucks.  I'm so sorry.  (((hugs)))
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  • Oh Amber - I am so, so sorry.  This just isn't fair at all!!!  ((hugs))
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  • Amber that seriously blows. I am so so sorry.
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  • Oh no Amber - I'm so sorry!!!  This is just awful!
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  • Oh no, Amber! I am so sorry to hear this.  I can't believe how the hits keep coming for you - I wish I could make it stop! *hugs*  I hope you can still spend time on you vacation.  Good luck, I'll be thinking of you.  Things have to get better. 
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  • :( I'm so sorry that you're going through this :(
  • Oh, no. :( I am so, so very sorry.
  • I'm sorry. . . this just sucks. I'll be thinking about you
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