Infertility

Have you ever wondered..

What is the point?  I know that things are a lot harder on others sometimes but I think I have hit my breaking point today.  I don't know what to do anymore.  DH works almost non-stop and I work a full time job and we still are having more money problems as the days pass.  I feel like I am only bringing harm to my marriage and that my husband would be so much better off without me.

I know that I haven't posted here often but I just want to thank everyone for the support that you have shown me in the past.  I wish everyone on this board all of the success, luck and happiness in the world. 

image TTC with PCOS since Feb. 07. Currently on a break to save $$ for IUI. Searching for My Mini M&M

Re: Have you ever wondered..

  • I've seen you post here a time or two :)

    I get discourage because I think about how DH and I will be adopting and I hate the idea that someone is going to come into my home and judge me. They will judge whether my home is good enough, whether my husband is good enough and whether I'm good enough. Not to mention the money! 

    And yet, some woman on drugs, who lives off the government and can't make a good life choice for anything, will get pregnant. 

    But at the end of the day, when I'm holding my child and sending out Christmas cards with a smiling family, when I'm running after my child at the park and when little hands dirty with peanut butter grab my face for a kiss and a little voice calls me "mommy", yes, it will be worth it.

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