Hi. I honestly don't know what I'm doing, literally. I have a call into my OB, because frankly, there is something wrong. I refer to it as 'bad days'. Yesterday being one of them.I'm looking for an outlet to type what's on my mind & not only *possibly* have someone else relate, but not judge. I've tried talking to my close friends about things going thru my head & they look at me like I have 7 heads. FAIL. I'm scared. Scared to admit anything is wrong. I want the help, but ashamed I need it. I would like to think of myself as pretty together...thanks.
Re: ill pass the kleenex if you lend an ear...
I felt the same way in the beginning. I was in denial for a while and my husband kept pushing me to get help. I'm really glad I did! I was on a low dose of zoloft, which helped for a while but then my bad days kept becoming more frequent. I, again, was in denial that I needed to up my meds. I called yesterday and got a new prescription and am feeling a lot better about everything!
Don't be ashamed to get help! It makes a whole world of difference! And remember, it's only temporary
OMG I so could have written this myself. I am definitely scared to admit anything is wrong, and I definitely like to think of myself as "pretty together" so I feel ashamed admitting that I feel like my life is falling apart.