Yeah. That's right. In case your wondering, I did it. I stepped up to the plate and swung for the fences.
I have NO idea if this is af. I'm assuming that maybe it is, but then again, maybe not. Who knows!?!?
I actually marked my calendar last week. On Wednesday AND Thursday - I had NO spotting/bleeding of any kind. TWO WHOLE DAYS! I thought 'Sweet! I'm in the clear!' Then Friday - boom! Spotting. Frickin awesome! Not in the clear at all.
Well today, around mid afternoon, I had some serious fresh blood drippage. Kinda gave it the 'here we go again' attitude as this now seems to be "normal" to me. For 3 weeks and 6 days (yep, tomorrow is 4 weeks since the worst day of my life), I've been bleeding then not bleeding, then spotting then not spotting, then spotting and bleeding and then nothing. But Wednesday AND Thursday was the first time I had gone TWO WHOLE DAYS without a drop of anything.
The whole Friday spotting thing had my kinda discouraged, especially since it continued all day yesterday. BUT NOW! This whole bleeding thing has got me thinkin that there is more to this then I think. Spotting a day or two prior to af's arrival is NOT uncommon to me in any way. Over the years, I've actually come to expect it. And my face has broken out like a mother trucker this past week - which is also a sign I have come to know and love.
Since the fresh bleeding has continued throughout the day/evening, I'm kinda thinkin that maybe, just maybe we are on to something here. I'm feelin a little nervous about it, but I did it. I put in a tampon. EEEK!!
...thought you'd all like to know

Re: I'm a rebel without a cause....I put in a tampon!
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