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I promise, I am not going to be a sad sack all day...

Scout05Scout05 member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

It just hits me that it's raining right now.

It was raining a year ago, today. I was wearing stupid purple polk-a-dot rain boots. I don't know why that is the image that stays with me - sitting in the waiting room for the OR in my gown and robe and seeing those effing boots under my chair.

I'm glad it's raining. Sun would be a real insult right now.

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Re: I promise, I am not going to be a sad sack all day...

  • grr_aarghgrr_aargh member

    If you were in Denver, I would tackle you with my bear hugs.  And then find Luna and take you both out for delicious pancakes.

     

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  • AppleRidgeAppleRidge member

    Rainy days have their place.

    Hugs, Allison.

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    4 early losses 2009, 2010, 2015.  Baby #1 born 2/13/11.  
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  • PeetiePiePeetiePie
    You can be whatever you need to be today.  We love you!image
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  • HugginAngelHugginAngel
    Allison I'm soooooooo very sorry love!!  ::HUGZ::  I hate seeing my friends so sad and I hate that all this goes on to make my friends sad. We loves you!!
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  • buckinbuckin

    You are right. Sun sucks today. Sometimes, you just want the world to be miserable with you so you can wallow in it. That's how I feel.

    Hugs.

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  • babygirlpriestbabygirlpriest
    imagebuckin:

    You are right. Sun sucks today. Sometimes, you just want the world to be miserable with you so you can wallow in it. That's how I feel.

    Hugs.

    Yup. The world does not deserve sunshine today. Not when you're sad. I so sorry sweetie. God I just wish I had the words...

    ((HUGS))

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  • johannaknipjohannaknip
    I wish I could hug you hard enough to make the pain go away. You can be what ever you need to be today. We love you and are here for you. Always.
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  • surfergirlkonasurfergirlkona
    ((big hugs)) You are so loved ((bigger, mushier hugs))
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  • heathergirl67heathergirl67 member
    How does the world keep acting normal when we're feeling so miserable?  I love you, Allison.  And your baby will never be forgotten.
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  • triple_sevenstriple_sevens member
    imageBBHME:

    Rainy days have their place.

    Hugs, Allison.

    This is very true. Sometimes sunshine hurts even more.

    Thinking of you and DH and B.C. today, Allison. I hope polka-dot rain boots are only in your past.

    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • TaraBrooksTaraBrooks

    I'm sorry sweetie.

    I'm sending you tons of love.

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  • hoping&waitinghoping&waiting

    Rainy days totally have their place. 

    For extra fun wallowing (and this may reveal my age by correlation with teenage angst), I like to blast Garbage's "Only happy when it rains."

    Hugs to you today Allison.

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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending hugs, you have been in my thoughts all day.

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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