TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

Suntoto's terrible horrible no good very bad day

Yesterday sucked.  Got the yucky news about beta's being at 902 (Friday they where at 959) and the possibility of a D&C if they stop going down.  This is turning into the ectopic pregnancy from hell.

Decided to drink some of the pain away with wine, so I proceeded to drop the wine bottle on the tile floor where glass flew everywhere and Dante wanted to walk in it.

Later discovered that my tomato plants that I was growing from seeds died b/c they got too hot.  I am trying to salvage them, but it does not look good.

After a week of not bleeding from the m/c, I start bleeding like crazy again. 

No more, universe, please.  I don't think I can take it.   

Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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Re: Suntoto's terrible horrible no good very bad day

  • I'm so sorry.  If I lost a bottle of wine and tomato plants, I would be crying in a ball in the corner.

    I know you don't want to be bleeding again, but I'm really hoping that this will help your betas start coming down faster and help you avoid a D&C.

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  • jen629jen629 member
    oh Laura I am sorry {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
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  • I'm so sorry.  I know the bleeding sucks, but maybe it will help your numbers drop and quickly.
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  • The wine alone brought me to tears.

    I'm sorry.  So sorry. :( 

  • Oh man, what an awful day.  I hope today is better!
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  • Scout05Scout05 member

    Hugs, Laura. Big hugs.

    I wish the universe would leave you alone.

  • (((((hugs)))))  I am so hoping that this new bleeding is what your body needs to get your betas down to where they need to be, although I am sorry you're having to deal with it!!!   Im hoping a D&C won't be necessary after what you've already gone thru!
  • I am so sorry :(  I wish I could do something to help you and ease this crappy time ((big hugs))
  • Oh no :( I'm so sorry. I hope things get better for you soon, I know you've had a rough time. (((hugs)))
  • ((hugs))
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  • What a crappy, crappy day. I so hope things improve soon, without need of d&c.
    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • Ugh, I'm sorry toto.
  • WTF, universe, bad things are only supposed to happen in threes.  Laura has had her share already!

    Though I am hoping the bleeding means your beta will fall fall fall on the next check.

  • kew243kew243 member
    Ugh, I am so sorry.  I really hope the bleeding will at least put an end to the betas.
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  • Sending hugs.

    Jenn

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    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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