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HCG Update - I need to vent

9!!!! You have got to be kidding me. My HCG is 9. It's going to be 6 weeks tomorrow and I was really hoping it was going to be my last blood draw today. I am so frustrated and angry. My body won't do anything right. I have fertility issues, by baby was stillborn at 22w, and now it is going to take my body over 6 weeks to recognize it's not pregnant anymore. It's like a cruel joke...a horrible nightmare. I am ready to wake up.

Re: HCG Update - I need to vent

  • I'm so sorry! Your body is being stubborn!!
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  • SO SH!TTY!  I'm so sorry.  It's hard to "move on" when your body just won't let go, eh?  (((((((hugs))))))))
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  • I'm so sorry.  I am on to week 7 post d&c and mine is still 13.5.  :(
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  • I am so sorry.  I am almost at week 6 and mine is at 26. I loathe the weekly blood draws. You are not alone. I am sorry.
  • I'm sorry!

    I'm at 6 weeks post D&C and I'm at 60. But I had a partial molar, and it just takes longer to go down. 

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  • I'm so sorry.  Stupid HCG!!  (((Hugs)))
  • ugh... so sorry!!!  i hope it's down to zero next week!
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  • yeah. I had a partial molar. last week was 2 weeks post D&C...78. I go back in tomorrow. I hate having to go back to that place every week! It makes it new again every time...I immediately tear up when I walk in the waiting room! This SUCKS! So sorry and hugs to all!
  • I'm so sorry! Stupid bodies, why don't they get that you need the closure? :(

    And of course to not be a human pincushion. My doc was kind and told me to wait 2 weeks before my next draw. So I should get at least 3 days with no bruising. *sigh* just another reminder.

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  • URGH!  Stupid HCGs!  ::fingers crossed for a zero in the NEAR future::
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    URGH!  Stupid HCGs!  ::fingers crossed for a zero in the NEAR future::

     

    I agree! Stupid HCGs! I wish we could just drink a magic potion and make the levels go back to zero!! 

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