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Broken hearted. . . .again

Zed58Zed58
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So it was two weeks ago that I mc'd. Heart broke into millions of teeny tiny little pieces. I have started the recovery process, which as we all know is slow and not at all easy.

Dh and I are going to be heading to our summer place for the next four months on Saturday. We always love going up to Beautiful British Columbia and spending our time relaxing and having fun with his family (that's where he is from and all of his fam is still there).  While I've been looking forward to getting away from here and trying to leave the last two weeks behind me, I've been a little nervous about going back and seeing his cousin whom I love dearly.  Her and I were due only days apart.

I've been so excited for her and her family and I've been looking forward to their new addition, even though, I knew it was going to be hard to watch her go through her pregnancy this summer.  We thought we were going to go through it togehter (though we certainly didn't plan it that way), so I was feeling sad for myself.  We spend a LOT of time together throughout the summer as dh's family is very close - I knew we'd be seeing them several times and each time I would be reminded of where I was supposed to be.

Just got off the phone with dh's cousin (who is around 13 weeks), seems they have lost the baby as well.  I'M CRUSHED!  Double whammy. Right hook followed by a left upper cut - knocked me right out.  She went for her routine appt last week - doc couldn't find a hb with the doppler.  Scheduled an u/s for tonight just to measure baby and be sure that she had the dates right.  There was a baby with no hb.  

I'm in shock.  My heart hurts for her.  My heart hurts for us.  My heart hurts for our entire family.

Forever missing Baby Z #3 ~ Natural m/c 4.12.2010 at 11w2d
*So proud and so lucky to be the mommy of two beautiful little girls
and one handsome little man*
RJ~5.17.2005~born @ 37w due to IUGR~4lbs 15ozs
Al~4.5.2008~born big and healthy @ 38w~7lbs 9.5ozs
Lil man~5.20.2011~born big and healthy @ 39w (after one he!! of a pregnancy)~8lbs 1oz
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  • Lorange-8Lorange-8 member
    I am so sorry for both of you.  Wow this is so heartbreaking.  I thoughts are with you both and your families!!!
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  • SassyMamainVASassyMamainVA
    I'm so sorry.  That is hearbreaking.  T&Ps for you and your family.
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  • millejj1millejj1 member
    I'm so sorry for the horrible double whammy!
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  • BlakeGBlakeG member
    That is just so heartbreaking.  I am so sorry for you and your family.  Sometimes it just seems like we can not get a break.  T&Ps to you and your entire family.
    Natural BFP - 2/13/10, Natural M/C - 3/9/10 (Missed m/c found at 8wks 4days) Prenatal B/W shows I'm a Beta Thal carrier & so is DH. Onto IVF w/PGD... Jan 2011 - IVF #1 - C/P Mar 2011 - IVF #2 - Day 5 PGD, no ET, 5 snow babies May 2011 - FET #1 - BFP!! Twins!!! 2/9/12 - Our precious miracles arrived! Baby A 7lbs 13oz & Baby B 5lbs 13oz
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  • jerriesgirljerriesgirl
    That is definitely heartbreaking.  My BFF had a miscarriage about 10 weeks before I did.  The one good thing about it is we have been able to comfort each other.  I hope that you two will be the same.
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    We love and miss you Jillian (18w) and Peanut (6w). Welcome to our TAC miracle Jacob!
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    I'm so sorry, keeping your family in my thoughts.

    Jenn

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    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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