after my mc on monday, my dr wanted me to have levels drawn weekly until <5. my results for this week were lower than i anticipated at 14. i was surprised by my mixed feelings. sadness. closure finally. this sounds crazy but part of me realized i really was pregnant and it wasn't just a freak hormone secreting tumor that everyone mistook for a baby. it really was a baby. i really lost my baby. but a small part of me was happy that my body is recovering. i am scared to death to try again, but excited too.
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