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Had an awful day yesterday

jcathjcath member
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Its funny how these weird milestones just hit me but yesterday I had an event at work - its something I do every year and look forward to and is the one time a year I see this group of people.  We had a planning call in December and I didn't tell them I was pregnant but was so excited that when we all got together in April I would be so pregnant and wouldn't they all be surprised.  Anyway flashforward from December planning meeting to January miscarriage to hoping I would be pregnant again by now and not only am I not pregnant but AF shows up in full, painful force yesterday.  It just made me so sad, I feel like I've lost so much time. I feel like I'm in this race against my EDD to at least be pregnant again and realistically I don't think that's going to happen.

And to top it all off - I was looking forward to going for a long run yesterday morning before work and I had all this on my mind and wasn't looking where I was going and I tripped on a crack in the sidewalk and totally fell down and skinned up my hands and my chin.

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  • izzourclueizzourclue member
    I am sorry your day was so awful.  I hope your scrapes heal up fast.  My last AF hit me hard too and I don't really know why.  I think because it was the first cycle trying since the M/C and I guess I was just hoping that it would happen right away.  I don't know why, it took 6 cycles to get the first one. I hope you feel better soon.  {{hugs}}
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  • OscarQOscarQ member
    Days like that just suck!  I'm sorry - and I'm sorry you skinned your hands and chin - ouch.
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  • rach2100rach2100 member

    Ouch...hope your hands and chin heal up fast! 

    And, ditto pp...days like that just suck...and in the words of the hubs...they suck big, fat, hairy, donkey balls!  LOL! 

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  • joyfulnaturejoyfulnature

    That WAS an awful day.

    (((((hugs))))

    I hope your running injuries heal very quickly.

    As far as your loss goes, all I can say is, I've been there. I think anyone who has a loss has milestones and touchstones. Just this morning, I was looking through photos on my phone, and I saw one of DH and I picking apples last fall. I was newly pregnant then, and that is the first thing I thought of when I saw the photo.

     Knowing your not alone doesn't make it less sucky, I know.

    I hope you get pg with your sticky baby very, very soon.

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  • shyntrueshyntrue
    {{{Big Hugs}}}
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  • *Chicken**Chicken*

    Ugh! I'm sorry for everything. 

    Miscarriages can just drain everything out of you emotionally...then you feel fine...then your EDD arrives and you think 'f**k'.   After I m/c the first time I thought I'd be pregnant by my EDD but I wasn't and it sucked. Through all of this, I've learned not to think 'I will be pregnant by *insert milestone* because it just makes it worse when that milestone comes and I'm still not pregnant.  

    You'll be pregnant again, hopefully soon. I hope we all are pregnant soon.

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  • Haribo1Haribo1
    I am really sorry =(  I also hope your outside injuries heal soon!
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  • jcathjcath member
    image*Chicken*:

     I hope we all are pregnant soon.

    Amen to that...Thanks ladies, some days are just really bad and I just can't say all this to someone who doesn't understand.

     

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  • mjencookmjencook
    imagerach2100:

    And, ditto pp...days like that just suck...and in the words of the hubs...they suck big, fat, hairy, donkey balls!  LOL! 

    I could not have said it any better!! Hope your week gets better...

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  • MrsKarioMrsKario

    Honey - Im so sorry that you had a crappy day.  I remember having those exact same feelings RE milestones.  Its such a rough journey.

    Sending big hugs!

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  • redsoxbonoredsoxbono
    I'm so sorry for you loss and your awful day.  I think the milestones that we create are so hard.  I am turning 40 in a few days, so I'm right there with you with a tough milestone.  Hang in there.
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  • CharBartCharBart

    I'm sorry you had such a horrible day.  Those milestones and the "what if's" are the worse.

    (((big hugs)))

     

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