TTC after 35

Screw you, Betas!!!!!

Angry

 They should be going down...here's what those f*ers have been doing:

Beta#1 - 304 confirmed pregnancy

one week later

Beta#2 - 166 confirmed miscarriage

Beta#3 (48 hours later) - 168 Angry

6 days later

Beta#4 - 124  Party!!! finally going in the right direction

10 days later

Beta#5 - over 200 Angry  WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I have an ultrasound scheduled for Monday to see what is going on. *warning gross info coming* I have been passing a ton of tissue for the past 5+days, today is actually the first day that I'm not, nor am I bleeding just spotting.  So I don't get it.  The nurse said that it's possible that since it sounds like things are coming to an end that the #'s will finally start to drop...but seriously this is annoying.   So now I'm back to wondering if I'm going to need a d&c...I'm not fighting it if I do...I want this sh!t over with already.

 

Oh and I complained to my friend about this and she took that opportunity to tell me about the baby shower gift she bought her cousin.  Hey, thanks friend!!!! Why don't you just come over here and kick me in the crotch while you're at it.  Hmm

 

ETA: Changed the title because that's more how I feel! 

Re: Screw you, Betas!!!!!

  • UGH! How frustrating! I can't really offer any advice, but I hope things turn around soon.

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  • I'm so sorry.

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  • I am so sorry.  I understand wanting it to just be over so you can move on.  I can't believe your friend was that insensitive.  Has she ever experienced a M/C or T-TTC?  I find people that haven't just don't get it.  I didn't get it until I had one.  I hope things move along for you and again, so sorry for your loss. {{hugs}}
    I give up trying to get a ticker.  I have a DD that is 2.5 years old and is awesome.  Maybe I'll add a quote to distinguish myself.  Hmmm.  How about...

    "It is more fun to talk with someone who doesn't use long, difficult words but rather short, easy words like "What about lunch?" - A.A. Milne, Winnie-the-Pooh
  • Im sorry :( how frustrating!
  • aawww...that just sucks *chicken*.  I can imagine how frustrated you are and ready to get over it.  BOOOOO to your 'friend' you decided to kick you when you were down.  

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  • imageizzourclue:
    I am so sorry.  I understand wanting it to just be over so you can move on.  I can't believe your friend was that insensitive.  Has she ever experienced a M/C or T-TTC?  I find people that haven't just don't get it.  I didn't get it until I had one.  I hope things move along for you and again, so sorry for your loss. {{hugs}}
    As a matter of fact she has had a m/c and it took awhile to get pregnant again after....well as far as she was concerned. She just one of those who are so unaware of how people are feeling. She's also someone who can go through something similar to what I have but as soon as she got pregnant and had her baby she forgot the struggles to get there, KWIM?
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  • That does really suck.......I don't know why the betas are screwing with you like that!  Sorry you have to go through this.......I know exactly how you feel about wanting everything to just end so you can move forward.

    (((((Hugs)))))

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