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I think I'm in denial

crystalknppcrystalknpp member
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With my first loss I had 6 weeks of time off from work while I was recovering from my surgery to deal with my loss.  This time my miscarriage happened on Saturday while I was away on a work trip.  I flew home sunday and went back to work on Tuesday and have been busy working long hours for all the upcoming events.  I don't think I've had time to process that I was actually pregnant and lost my baby for the second time in less then 6 months.  I'm just scared all of the emotions are going to catch up with me and hit me all at once especially if this cycle ends in a BFN. My temps have been all over the place and I have no idea whats going on with my body.  It's just all so frustrating and I'm feeling very overwhelmed by it all tonight!

"Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

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BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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  • far_more_than_rubiesfar_more_than_rubies

    (((HUGS)))

    Is there a chance you can take a few days off to destress?

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  • ashleyy0219ashleyy0219
    I'm so sorry:(  I know that a crazy work schedule can make it hard to process everything that you are going through.  I truly hope you get a BFP this cycle.  I just think it's so unfair to have to go through this once but more than once is just plain cruel.  ::::lots of hugs:::
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  • crystalknppcrystalknpp member
    imagefar_more_than_rubies:

    (((HUGS)))

    Is there a chance you can take a few days off to destress?

    I wish I could but my work load for the next month and a half is crazy.  I'm an event planner for my company and next weekend we are in vegas for a convention and then 3 weekends in a row in May we have seminars in 3 different states!  I won't have any time off until June!

    "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

    Our TTC Journey

    BabyFetus Ticker

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
    BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
    BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
    BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
    IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
    IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
    Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
    BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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  • bbhalphenbbhalphen member
    ::BIG hugs::
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  • crystalknppcrystalknpp member

    imageashleyy0219:
    I'm so sorry:(  I know that a crazy work schedule can make it hard to process everything that you are going through.  I truly hope you get a BFP this cycle.  I just think it's so unfair to have to go through this once but more than once is just plain cruel.  ::::lots of hugs:::

    Thanks hun. I think that there should be a rule that once all the lovely ladies here on TTCAL go over to PGAL they must stay there and have beautiful healthy babies!!

    "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

    Our TTC Journey

    BabyFetus Ticker

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
    BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
    BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
    BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
    IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
    IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
    Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
    BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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  • Brady1*Brady1*
    ((HUGS)) Is there any way you can take a few days off next week? I'm sorry hun.
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  • BeachColeBeachCole
    Huge hugs. I'm sorry :-( 
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  • Danie.TDanie.T
    imagefar_more_than_rubies:

    (((HUGS)))

    Is there a chance you can take a few days off to destress?

    This is what I would recommend. (((HUGS)))

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  • kazpinkazpin

    I know this will not help but I had almost the same thing happen.  About two-three weeks after I was a MESS and had to take a day off.  It was really hard to take that time work (my employees) called and I just had to ignore the phone.  I was a ball of tears.  I also spoiled myself with a two hour massage because I needed life to go away. 

    I am really sorry that this happened to you.... It sucks and I am sending you T&P that you can get through this!

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