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noah-bearnoah-bear member
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I'm on the phone with my MW and she is completely stumped. They're sending all my info to a specialist. Holy fvck. How did this happen!? I just wanted to be pregnant and have a healthy baby. Why is that so hard? Why does my body want to reject children!? If this baby makes it, I'm done, there's no way I'm going through any of this another time.I'm 20 and this is my 4th pregnancy with only one child, who was premature. This isn't right. I'm only twenty years old. This shouldn't be allowed.I shouldn't have to fear for my unborn child's life every moment of every day, and now my own. My MW is concerned with my blood loss and pain, but she's lost.So am I. 
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  • applebride40applebride40

    Honey, you are allowed to cry all you want.  I am so sorry that no one can give you answers.  I hope they can figure it all out soon.  The most important thing right now is to take care of yourself.

    Hang in there, we are all thinking of you and praying for you, LO, and the rest of your family.

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  • mkoelkermkoelker member
    I am so sorry. My T&P's are with you and your LO
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  • megjr8megjr8 member
    I'm so sorry. ((HUGS))
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  • colle176colle176 member
    I'm sorry you're going through this.  T&P for you and LO.
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  • sweetbossom83sweetbossom83
    im sorry you have to go throught that.. I am praying for you and lo
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  • cintimcintim
    Hugs. I really hope the specialist can give you some answers. T&P's being sent your way.
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  • Kel&JayKel&Jay
    (((HUGS))) I'm so sorry.
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  • meggiejomeggiejo
    I am so sorry you are going through this! At least your MW is admitting she is stumped and getting you to a specialist who can hopefully get you answers.
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  • IrishsapphireIrishsapphire member
    I am really sorry that you are going through this.  With my second miscarriage, I went through 4 bleeding episodes (the amount of blood that came out of me was crazy).  I have been lucky with this pregnancy (only 1 bleeding episode with a huge clot).  It is crazy what some of us have to go through for a pregnancy. 
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  • LC0479LC0479 member
    I'm so sorry that you are going through this. I really hope they can get you answers quickly. Hang in there, we're all here for you.
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  • jay-teajay-tea
    imagenoah-bear:
    I'm on the phone with my MW and she is completely stumped. They're sending all my info to a specialist.  Holy fvck. How did this happen!? I just wanted to be pregnant and have a healthy baby. Why is that so hard? Why does my body want to reject children!? If this baby makes it, I'm done, there's no way I'm going through any of this another time. I'm 20 and this is my 4th pregnancy with only one child, who was premature. This isn't right. I'm only twenty years old. This shouldn't be allowed. I shouldn't have to fear for my unborn child's life every moment of every day, and now my own.  My MW is concerned with my blood loss and pain, but she's lost. So am I. 

    I don't have any advice, but I'm glad they are sending you to a specialist.  No one should have to go through this at your age.  My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

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    ::HUGE HUGS::
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  • Joyous1106Joyous1106 member
    ::Hugs::  I am so glad they are sending you to a specialist, and I pray they find the cause and treat it.  ::more hugs::
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  • jzc0106jzc0106
    i'm so sorry for your frustration.  ((hugs))
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  • lax15bsulax15bsu member
    Big hugs, honey.  I'm so sorry you're going through this.
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  • ~*BREN*~~*BREN*~ member
    I am so sorry you are dealing with this.  I really hope the specialist can shed some light on what is actually happening.  C'mon LO, hang in there!
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  • ownedby3ownedby3
    I'm sorry you are going through this, have you tried posting on the high-risk board?  Perhaps some of the woman over there will have different advice.  Though I know there is no advice that helps right now - hugs to you!
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  • ladylaurali25ladylaurali25

    Aww, hun! I am so sorry!

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  • noah-bearnoah-bear member

    imageownedby3:
    I'm sorry you are going through this, have you tried posting on the high-risk board?  Perhaps some of the woman over there will have different advice.  Though I know there is no advice that helps right now - hugs to you!

    I never even thought of that! Thank you! Hopefully someone might have an idea. 

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  • grr_aarghgrr_aargh member
    I'm sorry.  Hopefully the specialist appointment will reveal something. 
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  • kellieokkellieok
    I totally understand. I'm not as young as you (I'm 25) but I understand the feeling that at 20 or in your 20s you shouldn't be "high risk" and I read your apology and I don't think you have anything to apologize for because yes I agree no one deserves to have to go through m/c but I can see your frustration.
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  • Kelly0615Kelly0615

    I'm really sorry you are going through all of this. We are here for you.

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