Ever have one of those days where you are just in a total panic for no real reason? I'm pacing around the house, all wound up... with 1000 things to do, and can't concentrate on even one of them.
I am HATING how I feel on BCP (oh lord I never realized how awlful they are, wowza! so much of my 20's make more sense now, lol)... I have too much to get done before CR, I'm freaking out about NOT CYCLING (who knew the lack of daily/weekly appts would send me over the edge...) and I just don't know what to do with myself.
Ack!
Relate. Smack me. Gimme piks to edit.... I don't care.
I'm coming undone! lol.
Re: Quik! Gimme something to control!
If you can control when my "for real" due date is, then I'd really appreciate it.
Now, get to work on that one!!! Hehehe.......
Seriously, I hate the feeling of being out of control too......that is just one of the joys of IF unfortunately. BOO.
update your CR blog... we need some good readin!
Sorry you feel out of control!
Here's something:
Is there any way to fix this pic? The shadows/cut off limbs are making me crazy.
Hope you feel better soon!
I'll take 6 days........I know - seriously, I can't believe I'm so close. I'm starting to get to the point of just being ready. I can't even believe my ears. I can definitely NOT do 6 weeks.
When do you leave for CR? You can't be gone when I go into labor!
IVF = roller coaster mind fvck like no other.
Sorry you're on the ride.
Wanna do my Bio group project for me?
How about working on planning D's 4th birthday party?
Along those lines - what are your thoughts on double birthday parties? A friend who's kid is a year older than D just moved to CO. She wants to combine a party for the kids. On one hand I'd like to help her out and let her son have a fun party. He doesn't have many friends here yet but combined it would be a big fun rompin' group of kids.
On the other hand I don't want my friends to feel akward or obligated to bring a gift for a child they don't know.
We're not talking fancy. Just a sprinkler, water guns, blow up pool and water balloons in the back yard.
Soooo...... spin your wheels on that quandry. What would you do? How would you feel if invited to a double party where you only knew one kid?
(distracted yet?)
Total score: 6 pregnancies, 5 losses, 2 amazing blessings that I'm thankful for every single day.
If you have other piks that have the limbs IN the shot, I can try... the background is simple enough to clone in the limbs.. maybe, lol.
As for the shadow, I can lighten it, but to try to get the pik looking right with that blown-out white sheet under her... well... no promises. at all. lol.
I'll try - david_and_tracie at ya hoo ... I'm gonna take Ava to the zoo or something here in a few, but there's always time during nappy nap time.
Married 8.13.2005, M/C 12/8/06- 5 weeks, M/C 2/27/07- 7 weeks, M/C w/ D&C 8/10/09-6.5 weeks *Charles Lawrence born 5/2/08 @ 3:14am, 7lb 8oz, 20.5 inches. Clomid, Crinone and baby aspirin. *Alexandra Claire born 9/14/10 @ 9:52am 6lb 14oz, 20.5 inches. Femara, Crinone and baby aspirin.
I say have the duel party - why not? I think at that age they have no concept, and if I was a new mom to the area I would be THRILLED at both the chance for my kid to have fun AND I get to meet other moms, etc.
But he's not going to be four. No way.
Skims, I'll do the THREE bins of laundry I have 1st, and then be over. See? 1000 things to do and I'm sitting here nesting and shopping for backdrop stands, all b/c Davez was dumb enough to mention we had Amazon Prime free shipping for a few. lol.
I have a pic for you, but not for today.
or maybe tonight.
I will say that BCPs were the worst part FOR ME during the IVF process. it sucked. I was always on low dose ones....and when I went on those for ivf, I was a crazy, psycho person.