I'm coming back...

Jays-n-Shane · April 2010

Sorry for my long absence ladies. It's been a rough couple months and we had to put off our next cycle for a while, but I'm just about ready to jump back in. On the good news side of things, it looks like we will be able to save our house . Bad news is I think my OB rushed my lap in January and missed alot. I want to find a new OB thats closer to home, but I think I'm going to wait until I get pg b/c I don't want to deal with the hassle of a new referral and all that good stuff.

Emotionally, it's been a very hard few months. It was hell getting through my first bday and the first holidays without my dad. Also tough coming to the decision that I can't take DD to visit my mom anymore b/c her drinking is out of control and she's not willing to accept that. And now that DD is 2, it means 2 years of unprotected sex without pg and that's just depressing in itself. My step sis is pg with #4 or 5, none of which she has custody of and is smoking and drinking still and she's having her CS in 5 weeks. Just makes me wonder why she can have babies that she can't even take care of and I (the stable one) can't get pg to save my life.

Anyway, I hope you'll have me back, and I'm going to get caught up on everyone now

hoping4more · April 2010

It's great to see you again!

I'm really sorry about your situation with your sister, that must be horrible. I hope your next IVF (are you doing ivf again?) goes well

Jays-n-Shane · April 2010

not sure if we are going to do a FET or a fresh cycle, but yeah, it's IVF again...our only hope.

JosiPeaches · April 2010

Good to see you back here Hon! Good luck!

MrsT1209 · April 2010

Jays... if you ever need someone to talk to, let me know. I lost my father when I was 17 and my mom started drinking heavily not long after that and still does.