That's right, ladies. It's that time again where we say our confessions, things we may not be proud of...but what makes us human. Sometimes the reminder that others are human too helps us heal.
Please remember ladies, as I said, we're all human, and we are not proud of things we do a lot of the time. Don't flame someone for something they've said. Feel free to say something, but be thoughtful of others please and make this a confession, not a stone-throw
My confession this week: I've spent more time at the doctor this last few months due to OB things and take so many things, I feel like I've surpassed my grandmother in pill box size to feel "normal" again.
Do you have a confession? I'm here to listen and cry or laugh with you no matter how big or little that thing that happened. I try to do this at least once a week so we can get things off our chests.
Re: *~Tuesday Confessions ~*
I am sick of office people just popping by my cube at work to say "Im so sorry"
All I can muster is a thank you but they all seem like they want me to say more. I wish they'd just leave me alone and let me put my head down and distract myself with work.
TTC since Oct '09
Missed miscarriage 3/24/10 @ 16 wks, Partial Molar Pregnancy
Began our IF journey in May '11
Asherman's Diagnosis (cervical & uterine scarring) - Surgery 8/17/11
IUIs #1-#5 & 1 canceled IUI, IVF #1, 2 FETs - all BFN
IVF# 2 December '12, BFP 1/13! EDD 9/21
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3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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I'm extremely jealous of pregnant women!! I had a women tell me the other day that she was pregnant and she was just glowing about it....and all I wanted to do was kick and scream like a little kid!! Then I get angry at women who don't even seem to care that they're pregnant...I saw a woman having not 1 but 2 glasses of wine at a bar the other night. I go through wild emotions of anger/resentment/sadness/bitterness....I feel "normal" again but I don't want to feel normal, I want to feel pregnant. A bit of a rant, but glad I just got that off my chest lol
I don't want to be anywhere near pregnant women or babies. I'm skipping a friend's shower next week because I can't pretend to be happy when I'm dying inside.
I was feeling better, until i saw my BFFs US pic yesterday...her baby is perfect and at the same point that I lost mine!
I feel like all I can think about is being pregnant again. and TTC... I am almost obsessing about it.