I haven't felt like this once since having DS, I don't even know if it counts as PPD, but I have to tell someone who could understand.
I hate myself, I hate my body, I hate my emotions, I have felt at points today that I wish I could curl up and fall asleep...
My AF did start today so I can see putting some of my feelings on that, but I just bawled my eyes out and took a serious look at what I'm doing to & with myself, and it breaks me apart.
Ladies I don't know what I'm looking for at this point, I just know that DH as supportive as he can be, seems too busy to really stop and listen whole-heartedly.
Re: I just had a serious breakdown
What a terrible day! I think you might have posted this a few days ago - but I hope by now you might be feeling a little better. I can't make it any better, but know that I can definitely relate to feeling totally over whelmed! Here's to a better day tomorrow!!
Good luck!