Please, ignore me. The news from this morning has sent me off the effing deep end.
I just noticed that I am now PAST the 18 month mark since my loss. Stupid ticker.
I want to call my Dr and find out the results from my b/w, but I have to have my chart number in order to verify the information. Chart # is at home. Idiot.
I want to go home and drink my fvcking face off, but I am working with the autistic boy for 3.. yes 3 damned hours tonight.
I'm ranting.. I'm sorry. I'm not trying to be an AW, but I figure its better to rant on here than throw things at innocent bystanders in my office building.
Re: Loosing my Sh!t.
Oooh, no, throw innocent things at bystanders, then upload the video for us!
I'm sorry you're having a shiitty day.
I accept your rant and welcome future rants.
(They really can't look up your chart number? Stupid universal healthcare.)
I imagine they could, but it's supposed to be for patient confidentiality reasons or some crap.
Ladies.. I'm just sick to death of crying my eyes out. I just feel... all used up.
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
Keep it coming! That's why we are here.
::side note: I also work with disabled children...from SLD to autistic spectrum, to MD, etc.
I agree with Allison. I always feel better when I break things....if that helps!
Jenn
3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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