I'm 13 dptrigger and I have red spotting and a neg pg test, so this cycle is over. I forgot how much it stings to see that white stick.
But I am trying to stay positive and realize how blessed I am to have my amazing, healthy, beautiful, smart Reagan. I will be calling the RE today to prep for my next cycle. Thanks for your support!
Re: This cycle = BFFN :(
I'm sorry! It always hurts to see a negative. You have a great attitude though!!! I got a BFFN my first cycle TTC #2 as well. Second cycle was it for me...I hope it is for you too!!!
(And always remember- you can be blessed with #1 and know how lucky you are and be happy and still have a desire for #2...so dont feel guilty for that!! I know I did sometimes, like I was should feel lucky just to have Brady. And I was/am VERY lucky to have Brady, but it was ok to want a sibling for him. Sorry, I know that wasnt asked for advice, but I didnt want you to feel guilty for being upset over a BFN.
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TTC #1: IUI #2 = BFP , Betas 550 (16 dpiui), 1523 (18 dpiui)
Hypothyroid, LPD, FSH 13.0, TTC 2 yrs B4 BFP
TTC #2: FSH 23, AMA, IUI 1, 2, 3 = BFN, IVF #1 = MC
IVF #2 = BFP - Betas 194 (14dp2dt), 366 (16 dp2dt), 841 (18 dp2dt)
(vanished twin ~7 weeks)
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart) Our first love and loss 7/2/07
3 cycles clomid TI = BFNs
3 cycles clomid Ovidrel IUI = BFNs
6/27/08 Surprise BFP = chemical pg
IVF#1 July 08 BFP @7dp3dt
TTC #3 since February 2010
FET Sept. and Oct. 2010=BFN's
IVF#2 June 2011=BFP
LO #1 - 1 unmedicated/self-monitored IUI w/ donor sperm.
LO #2 - 1 m/c, 2 BFNs, 4th IUI worked (unmedicated/self-monitored with new donor sperm).
Life is beautiful!