so we dropped off some papers ect at baby girls daycare today (she starts next week) and im already a mess!! i hate that i have to leave her! the facility is great ect, and she'll learn alot eventually. but i just feel like shes sooooo little and shes not going to get as much love & attention as i can give her. seeing those babies just chilling in the swings on their own and thinking that will be my baby, not in my arms or cooing to me on the changing table. but, we have no choice. I cant not work.
sorry, just ranting bc im way sad about it right now & need to vent to someone bc my husband is sick of hearing me cry about it im sure...sigh.
Re: daycare blues
I felt the same way!! My LO started daycare yesterday. I was a wreck!! I called the daycare in the morning to check on her and visited her on my lunch break!! I am fortunate to work very close to my daycare that I can go there on my lunch break. I cried when I left her there. Today was alot better than yesterday....so hopefully it gets easier.
Good luck next week....and bring yourself tissues for the ride to work!
I could of written this myself
she went today for a few hours and I balled my eyes out. Monday is the big day... I am dreading it...