I'm OBVIOUSLY in a very pissy mood today. I desperately need chocolate to aid my mood. So what things make you need chocolate today? (can be trivial or ginormous)
1) I'm still sick and miserable trying to make it through the work day
2) My Direct Deposit STILL hasn't gone through so I'm forced to go to the bank at lunch
3) I'm beyond frustrated with TTC at the moment
4) I'm just generally aggrivated and overwhelmingly pissed off at EVERYTHING today (probably for no rational reason but I can't seem to control it).
::stuffs e-chocolate in face::
Re: Screw Positivity Post, Why do you need chocolate?
1) because I hate being here
2) because I hate the project I'm working on
3) because I'm having phantom pg symptoms
4) because my house is a mess.
My BFP Chart~
1) I had a raging headache last night and woke up this morning with the same headach and a sore throat
2) I havn't had real chocolate in 3 weeks... share the e-goodness
(thats all I've got, I was actualy semi looking forward to the POTD post today)
Because it exists.
Because it's three months till June.
Within the past two weeks:
1. My grandmother passed away
2. I got bronchitis
3. DD got sick with high fever to go with it.
4. My bathtub refused to shut off after a bath
5. I've had a headache for 3 days now and I feel like my head is going to explode if I bend over or lay down.
6. Plumber said he would be here in 30 minutes... that was 3 hours ago.
7. Called OB office about persistent headache because it's on their list of "call any time, day or night if..." list... and they haven't called me back yet.
I am so ready for this month to be over...
I haven't had it since Monday.
I'm stuck here at work when it's the prettiest day out I've seen in a while.
I kind of hate everyone here (work, not Bump) today.
I have terrible taste in shoes.
Married 11/24/07
Camille Rae 8/21/10
Thea Grace's EDD 5/22/14
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I miss Aidan
Because I feel like I wasted the last 21 months of my life.
Also, because I can't move without being in some kind of pain.
Because I spent my first 45 minutes here at work in the bathroom sick
Because when I told my husband that he gave me some shitty sarcastic response. An now I'm in an eff you mood.
1. Because it is pretty outside and I don't want to be here.
2. Because I worked late and didn't get to see my baby last night and have to be here again today.
3. Because my parents were going to come visit for a week and my dad couldn't get off of work.
4. Because I have a shiitton to do this weekend and won't get to enjoy the gorgeous weather we're supposed to have.
I've been all around Negative Nelly this week.
1) Although everything seems to be perfect with last Friday's IUI (304.9mil post wash, 95% motility and a trigger the day before), I just feel as though I'll never be pregnant and I should give up.
2) My mom just called and had her dog put down. We got her when I was 13, she would have been 16 y/o this summer.
3) I was in a small car accident on Monday (not my fault) and the other driver's insurance company still cannot get ahold of her. So, I can't get anything fixed until they are able to contact her. Until then, I have to drive around with a large dent in my pretty, and fairly new car.
4) I have to try on bridesmaids dresses tomorrow and I've gained some weight recently, so not looking forward to it (especially with 3 other BM and the bride).
Bring on the chocolate!
1. My cat has been really sick. He stayed at the vet for 2 days, then got to come home with us. We've had to give him fluids and meds through an IV. He seems to be slowly getting a little better each day, but he still won't eat anything but treats. I just want him to get better...
2. My youngest sister has gone BSC and is scaring the hel! out of my poor parents. She has run away in search of the "5th dimension", briefly joined a cult-like group called the rainbow friends; but left after someone got raped at the "gathering", and after living in a hostile in Miami, has just flown to Hawaii to live in a hostile there and work at a fruit farm. She refuses to take a cell phone, she has no money,and we have no idea how she paid for the flight to Hawaii. She'll be 21 in a few weeks, so there's nothing to do exactly and I'm all for her "finding herself", but I really wish she would be kinder to my poor parents who are about to have heart attacks.
3. Two of my dear friends from college had thier moms die yesterday. My one friend's mom has suffered from ALS for the past year, so we've known it's been coming (it's still sooooo horrible), and my other friend's mom was a complete shock.
4. By BFF, who has a very severe case of endo, just found out her third IVF did not take. I am absolutely heartbroken for her.
I would run down to Potbelly's right now and get an oatmeal chocolate chip cookie if it weren't for...
5. My fat jeans just barely fit. My other pants fit, but there's no way I can wear them cause I might die.
1) DH has to start working nights for a month or so next week. He is cranky as all get out when he works nights and I literally won't get to see him Mon AM- Thursday afternoon because he also has class.
2) I hate being alone in the house at night and I don't usually sleep well.
3) I have a cold and my nose is sore from blowing it so much.
4) It has rained a ton and will probably screw up my peas and carrots I just planted.
5) My seeds I have started inside have not sprouted yet.
Our insurance company is covering basically NONE of our IF testing, or BCP. So, I hate them and want to throw bricks in their general direction.
IF Testing. Enough said.
My 13 week old puppy figured out how to open her crate all by herself last night. She was VERY proud.
Can I say IF testing again? Because, suck.
Because I slipped and did a near-split in the hallway at work and my ego and knee are injured. (very slow-mo fall, no major impact)
Because it's raining.
Because we have a department-wide meeting today.
Because I have to drive all the way to Baltimore in rush hour with the aforementioned rain and then find a park in a crazy neighborhood.
because it's going to be almost 6 weeks before medical sees me for what the hospital told me is a "potentially fatal condition"
because waiting another 2 years to TTC right now sounds like the end of the world
because I want to get on antidepressants but God knows how long I'd have to wait to get an appointment for that
because my ass is now so large my pants split from ass to inseam when I just sat down.
And in light of that last one, give me an extra helping of chocolate.
I was thinking I didn't need chocolate until I saw this. I don't want chocolate, though. I'll take a beer instead.