PPA and returning to work?

JustJanie · March 2010

My job is emotionally draining and presents many situations that could invoke more anxiety. I am a hospital chaplain, so I'm a minister to staff/patients/families that are dealing with all sorts of sad things, including pregnancy and baby related tragedies.

Because of the nature of my work, I am on an extended leave under my provider's orders. My boss(es) agree that I'm in a vulnerable place and its not best right now. I'm not sure when/if I should go back. If I don't, we'll be pretty financially strapped, but would probably qualify for some assistance. We're planning to move closer to family in August. I am only at work until August (its a residency) regardless.

On the other hand, I love my job and think that working will be good for me... just maybe not THIS work. I love the hospital and I miss my coworkers... but I just don't know what would happen if I returned and couldn't handle it.

Now that my medicine is beginning to work and I'm receiving treatment, I am enjoying my days with my daughter. I feel like I'm beginning to figure things out, so I don't really have as much of a desire to return to work to have time away from her.

But, I've thought about seeking out some meaningful part-time work in another field (substitute teaching, maybe) just for a while to help us financially and give me some balance.

Anyone have any thoughts on this?

TIA?

*speedracer* · March 2010

i found that work made my PPA so much easier to deal with. i know a lot of moms have anxiety about being away from their baby, but i was the opposite. if anything, i should have taken a shorter maternity leave and gone back sooner. would your bosses be open to you going back part time? what about a trial basis to see how it goes?

for me personally, it was important to have a sense of purpose outside of the home, and aside from my baby. it helped me to be a better mom when i got home after work.

TommysGirl56 · March 2010

Part-time or PRN sounds like the way to go. It will give you an opportunity to see if working is still for you, without the pressure, emotion and commitment of returning to your former job. After awhile, if things are going well and you still miss being a hospital chaplain, maybe you could try easing your way back in by first volunteering on occassion. Then if that works out, going back to what you used to do and love. Best of luck to you, no matter what you decide!

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