from reading these twitter updates. My lord, I just can't deal with it. I know I just need to stop, but I keep checking. I broke down in tears yesterday talking to DH about it. I've never been so heartbroken about a complete stranger. I think I keep reading b/c I know as awful as this sounds, I am just hoping that she passes peacefully and I can stop thinking about how they all must be suffering...
I can't take thinking that they can't hold her because it hurts her, or that she won't eat or drink anything, or that she hasn't been awake in days.... I don't know whether to pray for a miracle or just pray that she passes quickly and ends all of this....
Re: Someone please stop me (Layla Grace)
I know what you mean. I was telling my sister about her yesterday and started crying. I have started praying that her pain stops.
I feel the same way!! I have totally taken a personal interest in Layla Grace, almost as if she were my own. I get the Twitter updates on my phone and I jump every time my phone buzzes or I see that I have an update I about jump out of my skin.
The whole not waking up for days and hurting to be held is breaking my heart! In her last tweet she talks about her feet getting cold....that means her passing is near. The blood is beginning to draw away from her extremities to support her core (heart, lungs, etc) functions. It won't be long...
I just hope she passes soon. This is so sad...
TTC #2 since 4/09
Unexplained Secondary IF
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4 failed rounds of clomid ~ 4 failed IUIs ~ 1 m/c
2/3/11: IUI #5 - Femara/Follistim/Ovidrel/Crinone = BFP (2/14)!!!
Beta #1 (12dpiui): 53 Beta #2 (14dpiui): 203 Beta #3 (20dpiui): 3932 Beta #4 (28dpiui): 60,775
1st U/S (3/3): 2 sacs & yolks 2nd U/S (3/8) 2 heartbeats-TWINS!
Baby A:6w6d HR 131 Baby B:6w4d HR 124
TWINS!! EDD 10/25/2011
I read that right before I posted this. I just want it to end.... I know I keep saying it, but I just can't imagine..... I wish I could stop crying several times a day about this...