Hang in there honey!!!!! BFing is very hard, but it's also very rewarding for both you and E! If you need help, call an LC or a friend or someone who has been there. Check out the BFing board on the bump, there are very helpfull and supportive people over there. Don't give up!!!
Re: Tell me to suck it up
You can do it! You're still in the early, really tough phase.
I promise it does get way better in a few weeks, also ditto seeing a Lac.Consult or calling LLL.
SAHM to two sweet girls, both born at home; Baby #3 in 2013!
You can do it, Just get through the first 6 weeks. Those are the hardest. Once you past that it will get better.
Remember that you are both still learning how to do this.
SAHM to 4 kiddos... K (5/05), N (4/09), C (11/10) and Baby A 1/13/14