Alas..I guess this pregnancy was not to be...I was hoping to be celebrating my 11th week, but I just discovered that my baby passed at 8 wks 5 days.. apparently he was competing for a blood supply with the numerous fibroids that occupy my uterus..and my baby lost...the devastation I feel is immeasurable, but I KNOW that God is good and everything happens for a reason..I am told that if we want to have a child I would have to see a fertility specialist to help keep me pregnant because of the many fibroids and the danger they pose to a growing fetus...Dh says its too early in the game to give up.. but this is the second time I hve m/c'd so we shall see.. I think I will be off of the boards for a little while... its still too painful for me to accept that there will be no Graceson or Olivia..but again I say God is good and He is my comfort.. I wish you guys all health and happiness to those who have had recent BFPs and to all who will soon celebrate them.. Best of luck to you all.. Chuley..Jessie
Edit.. I know how painful and scary these posts can be to you guys and I dont wish to cause you guys any more anquish so I apologize in advance.. Just continue to do everything in your power so that your baby will have the best fighting chance possible.. I wish nothing but good health and happy babies to you all in another 7 or 8 months!!!!!!!
Re: XP (TTGP) and edit..
BFP #2 ~ 4/22/2010 ~ EDD 12/29/2010 ~ Born 12/19/2010 ~ My Rainbow Baby
BFP #3 ~ 6/10/2012 ~ EDD 2/20/2013 ~ HB 100bpm @ 9w3d ~ M/C 7/11/2012
BFP #4 ~ 3/16/2013 ~ EDD 11/20/2013 ~ Born 11/17/2013 ~ Rainbow Baby #2
I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your husband in my prayers.
The two men in my life. Oh, and I have a husband too...
Chuley,
I am so sorry for your loss. I will also miss seeing you on the boards! You always made me laugh and always have good input! I hope to see you back soon! T&P headed your way!
Oh no! My heart is breaking for you. I remember you from TTGP and I quietly cheered you on.
I will continue to quietly cheer you on because I know you will be back!
Praying for you,
Reyna
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. The MC/PL board and TTCAL have been such an amazing place for support; I hope you will find your way over to them when you are ready.
Please take care of yourself. Again, I am so sorry.
I am truly sorry for your loss. Sending T&P your way and hoping to see you back soon!
I am so sorry for your loss, T&P are with you!
lovelylittleworld
BFP#2 1/12/12 ~ Missed M/C 8w2d
Chuley,
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Praying that you will find the strength to get through this. Take care.