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IVF #2 cycle canceled

Sorry I haven't been around lately.  I've been busy at work and haven't been able to bump much lately. Today is day 7 of stims.  I was doing Follistim 125 twice a day.  They were also going to have me do Ganirelix and Luveris for this cycle but I didn't make it that far.  This antagonist protocol was new for me.   With IVF #1 I hyperstimmed and was on bed rest for 3 weeks.  So RE wanted to avoid hyperstim this time around.  They were going to do a Lupron trigger. 

At my u/s this a.m. there were only 9 follicles total.  I knew something was wrong when the u/s ended so quickly.  With my last IVF I had 42 follicles at trigger.  I asked how many follicles I had and the nurse said I had 9.  I didn't think much of it and the nurse didn't seem alarmed.  I kept thinking quality over quantity.  My eggs were poor quality the last time.  

 The nurse called me later to tell me they were canceling my cycle.  RE reviewed my past IVF cycle and thinks that I'm not responding well enough to the stims this time to proceed.  I'm doing shared risk and he doesn't want me to waste this cycle.  With 9 follies it's not like we could safely convert to an IUI. 

I am so heartbroken and devastated.  I never dreamed that I wouldn't produce enough follies.  My diagnosis is PCOS.  I've never had a problem with being an under-producer for follies.  I guess the protocol change wasn't beneficial.  I'm an emotional mess.  I can't stop crying. I'm glad that this cycle won't count towards shared risk but I wish this cycle would have turned out better than it did.  I have my younger sister's baby shower tomorrow and I don't think I'm going to go now.  I can't handle it.

Nothing can ever be easy.  I'm truly begging to think we'll never have a bio child.  Sorry for my long vent.
 

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Re: IVF #2 cycle canceled

  • I'm so sorry that your cycle was cancelled but that is awesome that your RE took Shared Risk into account and is trying to ensure that you get he most bang for your buck! GL to you!
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  • I'm so so sorry.  Take care of yourself.  ((HUGS))
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  • I'm so so so sorry...I'll be praying for you and the DH...(((HUGS)))
  • That sucks :(  I'm so sorry. 
    TTC with unexplained IF since 8/2007 6 losses, one beautiful perfect boy in our arms Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
  • I'm sorry that this happened to you.  I am sure that your sister will understand if you don't feel up to going tomorrow.  You need to take time to feel better about this.
  • (((HUGS))) I am sorry you have to go through this disappointment!
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    *IVF #1 cancelled at ET*
    *IVF #2 OHSS, transfer cancelled*
    *FET #1 2 frosties, c/p*
    *Lap April 2010, removed endometrioma/endo implants*
    *Surprise BFP June 2010*
    *Beautiful daughter born 2/14/11!!*
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  • I'm so sorry about your cycle. It's good though that your RE took the shared risk into consideration and that this won't count against it. Don't give up hope. *hugs*
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  • I'm so sorry, I guess the only good part is being on a shared risk plan to know you can try again, hang in there!! 
  • So sorry.....but nice that your RE is thinking of the "shared risk". Do something extra nice for yourself this weekend.
  • I'm sorry, I don't think 9 is a bad number at all, but I don't know much about shared risk. I hope your next cycle is the winner for you. Take care ((HUGS))
    Dx: High FSH, stage IV endo, homozygous C677T MTHFR and PAI-1
    Early loss 10/08
    Lap 1/09
    IVF #1 "natural IVF" - 1 egg retrieved, missed m/c
    Tried several mini-stim cycles with no response
    Switched clinics - dx'd as carrier for Fragile X
    IVF #2 MDL protocol Jan/Feb converted to IUI, BFN
    IVF #2 take 2: Antagonist, one embie, BFN
    IVF #3: Antagonist, no fertilization
    One last ditch effort at OE IVF (antagonist with Clomid) cancelled
    DE cycle #1 Jan/Feb 2011, BFP, ectopic
    DE cycle #2 June/July 2011 - BFP
    10/28/11 Baby girl lost at 17 weeks due to pre-term labor. We love and miss you.
    DE cycle #3 June/July 2012 - BFP, twins, both heartbeats stopped, D&C
    2 frosties but don't know what's next
    FET Dec 2012: BFP! Praying this one sticks for the long haul!
  • I'm so sorry, that is incredibly disappointing! :(
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  • I'm so sorry.  I'd be disappointed too.  9 doesn't sound so bad - isn't the average somewhere around a dozen?  So a little low, but not awful.  Hope you get some answers from them about what they will do different next time, and get that perfect combination of quantity AND quality!  ((HUGS))
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  • i'm so sorry.  i know how disappointing canceled cycles can be.
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  • I'm so, so sorry to hear your cycle was cancelled. All I can say is it's just plain not fair that you have to deal with this. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts.
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  • I'm sorry.  Hopefully they'll get a better idea of how to adjust your meds for the next one.  
    Beautiful Miracle Baby lost at 21 weeks due to pre-term labor and incompetent cervix. FET#1 BFN, FET#2 BFP, early loss. FET#3 BFN. IVF#2 BFFN. FET #4 BFP after removing bilateral hydrosalpinx and 3 months of lupron depot. Sticky Bun is here!! Image and video hosting by TinyPic Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I am so sorry.  Take care and pamper yourself this weekend.  T&P coming your way.

    TTC #1 since 9/07
    Dx MFI, AMA, Endo, AMH .16
    Lap 10/09 Removed endometrioma, stage IV endo and adhesions
    Lap 2/10 Endometrioma cysts & adhesions returned.
    Ivf #1 4/10 Antagonist, ET Cancelled.
    IVF #2 2/11 A/ACP+E2V C/P
    IVF #3 6/11 Letrozole/Antagonist BFN
    IVF #4 11/11 Low stim Antagonist BFN
    Lap 3/12 Lap & Selective HSG
    Many cycles of Letrozole and LP HCG w/TI and LDN
    IVF #5 8/12 Low stim BFN
    IUI #1 10/12 BFN br> S&PAIFW
  • I'm so sorry, but I'm glad that your RE isn't trying to take advantage of your doing shared risk....sounds like the RE is looking out for you. 
    image 30 y/o with PCOS HSG normal, SA essentially normal (slightly low morph but good # and motility) 50 mg Clomid...zip; 100 mg Clomid...nada; 150 mg Clomid...zilch 1/10 Injectable cycle with Gonal-F, Ovidrel, and TI.....Beta 2/22...BFN 2/10 Injectable cycle with Gonal-F and Follistim (long story), Ovidrel..BFN 4/10 Injectable cycle (see above). BFP but early m/c 5w5d. 5/10 Break cycle due to BFC (Big Fat Cyst)...darn it all 6/10 Injectable cycle +IUI...BFN 7/10 Injectable cycle + IUI.....BFP!!! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I'm sorry
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  • So sorry to hear this.
  • I'm so sorry, hun. This journey can be so difficult sometimes. ::hugs::
  • I am so very sorry. I know how feel, it happened to me, It is devastating. I am sure you don't feel like this now, but trust me it was for the better in the long run. Your RE does not want to waste this if it is not worth it. GOOD LUCK going forward and hugs.
    TTC since 8/07 DX - Severe MFI/azoospermia & MTHFR/ TESEs found sperm - 7/08 & 6/09/ 12/08 - IVF#1 - BFN/ 6/09 - IVF #2 - cancelled due to OHSS risk (had retrieval)/ 7/09 - FET #1 - BFN/ 9/09 - FET #2 - BFN/ 11/09 - IVF #3 with new RE cancelled twice - 10/09 & 11/09/ 1/10 - IVF #3 take 3 - BFN/ 4/10 - IVF #4 - first ever BFP on 5/13/10!!! 108 @ 10dp3dt/ 2nd beta 311!/ sono on 5/28/10 said TWINS!!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • I am so sorry!! Cancelled cycles SUCK!! Hopefully your RE can make some adjustments in your protocol so you will have success! Take care of yourself ((Hugs))
    MoM to twins!! L & O born 11/29/10
  • I am so sorry hon.

    (((((hugehugs))))) 

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