So, I just came back from seeing my MW - thank you all for convincing me that I really did need to keep the appt. I feel so much better now! I got put on some meds - she generally tries hollistic approaches first, but since this has been going on for so long and I have been in such a downward spiral, she didn't think that was such a good idea. I must say that I agree. So, I've got some meds, and the name of a therapist. She is getting my thyroid tested just to make sure that isn't playing a factor also. I just want to say thanks to everyone for their support. This board and the ladies on it is a life saver! Oh, BTW, I was diagnosed with PPD and PP OCD.