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having a bad moment - i blame bcp

thewormstheworms member
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i am so emotional right now and more than that i am scared out of my mind!

i can't believe i am here all over again.  Crying

God, please let this work. 

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Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)

It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
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Re: having a bad moment - i blame bcp

  • MontyMrsMontyMrs
    ((hugs)) It is super scary, but your chances of success are SO good. I just know this is gonna work sweetie.
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  • smileesmilee member

    Sorry, sweetie.

    It will work.  It WILL.  

    I know you are scared and that is so normal.

    Huge, huge hugs. 

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  • sourpopsourpop
    Cry away my friend, let it out.  IVF is scary.  Hoping only the best for you as always!!!!!! :-)
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  • m&m2006m&m2006 member

    it's scary, but it will be so worth it when your first ivf cycle is a success.

    and yes, i was always so emotional on bcps.  i hate them!

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  • HoosiergurlHoosiergurl member

    Sending hugs and prayers to you. 

    "Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you"...1 Peter 5:7.

    TTC since April 2008. DH: severe MFI; IVF w/ICSI X 2 = BFN. SAIFW!
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  • mbjmaybebabymbjmaybebaby
    {{HUGS}}
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  • Kiki11Kiki11
    (((big hugs))) I'm hoping this will finally bring you your sticky baby. 
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  • nikinikininenikinikinine member
    Wormy, it is SO scary. But your chances of success this time are so much greater. And think about all of the stuff you've learned in the meantime. This is it for you honey. xo
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  • mrshoppy_1231mrshoppy_1231
    ((hugs)) I haven't been there but I'm sure it's a lot to handle - on top of bcp! Sending lots of T&P your way!
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  • smeyersmeyer member

    ((hugs))  

    I truly think that IVFs get harder.  If you have a loss or an outcome that you didn't want/expect, it's hard to work up the courage to try again.  I know I went into my 1st IVF thinking "how could this NOT work?"  With the other cycles, I went into them knowing every oddball thing that could go wrong and being so aware that IVF doesn't always equal BFP.  It sucks and it's hard.

    Take faith in knowing that what you're feeling is totally normal.  I also think that great things are in store for you guys this cycle!  :) 


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  • Jlynn3Jlynn3
    big (((hugs)))
    SAIFW
    TTC since 2008 dx PCOS & MFI
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    IVF #1 BFN
    FET #1 cancelled for biopsy
    FET #1.2 c/p, July 2012 c/p
    IUI #1 & 1.2 canceled
    IVF #2 ER 12/1, Freeze all due to OHSS
    FET #2.1 cancelled due to DVT risk, FET #2.2 Jan 2013
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  • SweetDahliaSweetDahlia
    I am thinking about you. I can't imagine how tough it is to do this again. I just know it's going to work though.
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    TTC since 2007
    6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
    IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
    IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
    Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
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  • hopingforbaby#1in2010hopingforbaby#1in2010
    ((Big Hugs!))
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  • SweetBijouSweetBijou
    Huge (((hugs))).  I'm thinking positive for you!
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  • roselln2roselln2
    Wormie, Don't be scared! If I can do IVF, you definitely can too cuz I'm a wimp! Just keep your eyes on the prize, sweetie!
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  • jennim1984jennim1984
    ((hugs)) you can do it!
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  • CJ71903CJ71903 member

    I hear ya, hon!  I was just feeling this exact same way the other day.  I feel like I'm up and down all the time lately.  We gotta hang in there together!

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