Infertility

Not a Good Day

I guess I used up all of my positivity yesterday. I couldn't sleep last night because I had lots of anxiety. This morning I tried to go to the gym thinking it would make me feel better but it didn't. I spent most of the day crying to my poor dh who is so good at at listening and making me feel better. Thank goodness for him. I know this is so hard on him too. I hope I got it all out today so that I can function at work tomorrow :(
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Re: Not a Good Day

  • i'm sorry honey. (((hugs)))
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  • I'm sorry today isn't a good day for you.  Those days always stink when you have lost all your positivity.  I'm glad you have such an awesome DH to support you on a day like today.

     I hope you have a great work week and please take care of yourself!  (((HUGS)))

    TTC since 7/08 SAIFW welcome! SA - normal HSG clear! DX - unexplained infertility 5 failed IUI's IVF #1 Jan. 2011 = BFP!
  • ((hugs)) 

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  • I'm so glad you have such a supportive husband. I don't know how I could go throug this without mine.
    My IVF twins born at 33w6days by c-section due to twin A being IUGR Rylan born at 2:54pm weighing 2lb 8oz, 14.5 inches Emma born at 2:55pm weighing 5lb 5oz, 18 inches Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I'm so sorry you are down today :(   Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for you.

    ((big hugs))

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  • I'm sorry your so drained. I'm sure before you know it you'll be on saif saying "it was all so worth it" but I get it, some days just suck. Maybe a little glass of wine would help?
    1-20-09 BFP third month of Follistim IUI 02-19-09 MC 06-24-09 MC July IUI Follistim Ganirelix Ovidrel Crinone=BFN Aug. IUI Follistim Ganirelix ovidrel Crinone=BFP= scared sh**less 10-12-09 MC = 1 ectopic 1 perfect Dec. IUI Gonal-F Ganirelix Ovidrel Crinone Lovenox 01-02-10 BFP=scared sh**less again 01-06-10 CP SAIF ALWAYS WELCOME : ) March 2010 - IVF in progress converted to IUI 03-30-10 BFN April 2010 - IVF - BFFN June 2010 - IVF - BFFN July IUI BFP! March 26 2011 Gracie is here! imageImage and video hosting by TinyPic imageImage and video hosting by TinyPic
  • (((hugs)))
    TTC with unexplained IF since 8/2007 6 losses, one beautiful perfect boy in our arms Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
  • Hugs Dragonfly!!  
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  • I hope you feel better!  Thank goodness for your wonderful DH!
  • I am so sorry (((HUGS)))
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  • Awww.  Sorry girlie.  I was so happy yesterday when I read you were doing well.  I am sending you a big ((hug)) though hoping you get through today.  What a blessing that your H is so great!...What would we do without them?!

    BTW...Paris!!  Lucky duck! 

    Dx with severe endometriosis. DS#1 conceived with Met and TI. TTC#2 for 2.5 yrs. Dx 2nd IF. 4 clomid cycles, 2 IUIs, Finally IVF#1 w/ICSI worked for us! twins born 35w3d. Unexpected total hysterectomy 6/11. Now on the HRT train.

  • I'm sorry!  I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.  Stay strong!  (((hugs)))
    TTC since 8/2004
    Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
    DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
    DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
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  • I'm so sorry.....(((hugs)))
  • i'm so sorry, you've been through too much.  I know what you mean about using up your positivity too, some days its just not in us....
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  • I'm so sorry. I pray tomorrow will be a better day for you.
    TTC #1 since 05/09
    Me: Oligomenorrhea (workup for PCOS turned out to be negative)
    DH: 1st SA 11/09: good volume but only 20% normal

    Cycle #1: Clomid 50mg=No O
    1/10 2nd SA (this time at the fertility clinic): PERFECT!!!
    1/10 My Tests: HSG All clear! B/W is normal!
    2/10 Started Acupuncture

    Cycle #2: 100 mg Clomid CD4-CD8 trigger TI Progesterone=BFN
    Cycle #3: 100 mg Clomid CD3-CD7 trigger TI Progesterone=BFP!
    Beta 1=144 Beta 2=359 Beta 3=637

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  • I wish I could do more than give internet ((((HUGS))))

     

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    Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
    Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)

    It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
    MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
  • I am sorry you had a bad day!  I hope tomorrow is better for you!
    TTC since 6/08 SA and HSG normal Lap 1/10-Diagnosed with Stage 4 Endo Lupron Depot for 3 months Acupuncture and Chinese herbs since 1/10 IUI #1- C/P IUI #2- BFN Lap/Hysteroscopy 4/11-Stage 3 endo and polyp removed IVF scheduled for July 2011
  • I'm so sorry!  Take care of yourself tonight.  I hope you feel better in the morning.
    image 30 y/o with PCOS HSG normal, SA essentially normal (slightly low morph but good # and motility) 50 mg Clomid...zip; 100 mg Clomid...nada; 150 mg Clomid...zilch 1/10 Injectable cycle with Gonal-F, Ovidrel, and TI.....Beta 2/22...BFN 2/10 Injectable cycle with Gonal-F and Follistim (long story), Ovidrel..BFN 4/10 Injectable cycle (see above). BFP but early m/c 5w5d. 5/10 Break cycle due to BFC (Big Fat Cyst)...darn it all 6/10 Injectable cycle +IUI...BFN 7/10 Injectable cycle + IUI.....BFP!!! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I'm so sorry sweetie. I've been thinking about you & hoping you feel better tomorrow. One day a time hun, just take one day at a time. ((hugs))
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  • I'm so sorry!  I hope it gets better!
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  • I'm sorry :(
    TTC since 12/ 06: H/Azoospermia Ivf#1 BFP m/c 5w3d FET#1 c/p FET# 2 BFN IVF#2 BFFN IVF#3 March/April
  • (((hugs)))
    SAIFW
    TTC since 2008 dx PCOS & MFI
    Clomid/Femara no "O"
    IVF #1 BFN
    FET #1 cancelled for biopsy
    FET #1.2 c/p, July 2012 c/p
    IUI #1 & 1.2 canceled
    IVF #2 ER 12/1, Freeze all due to OHSS
    FET #2.1 cancelled due to DVT risk, FET #2.2 Jan 2013
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