I planned on testing on the first but yesterday I broke down. I'd been having signs of AF but they were different so I bought a 2 pack of digitals. I was nervous, didn't want to see a "not pregnant", felt like it could rip my heart out. Waited until the afternoon yesterday and saw the word I wanted to see. DH and I are still digesting. We are a mixed bag of joy, fear, over the moon, happy, nervous, surprised, elated, concerned, blessed, hesitant and amazed!
I was hesitant to post this, I guess I feel for every one on here and know that when I see BFP posts, I am so happy for the poster but then feel sad for myself. This board runs the whole spectrum of emotion and I don't EVER want to make anyone feel bad. But I have found support here in times of need and want to share my joy, too. Not sure I am running off to first tri., I feel more comfortable here. Hope that's ok.
So there it is, my bfp. A previous loss sure does change things, though. This is MUCH different from my first rose colored glasses experience. Oh, and you ladies are ALL I am telling. This is just for DH and I for now.
Re: I couldn't wait until tomorrow to test (BFP mentioned)
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
Isabella Faith---Born 12/17/10 via c-section.
Abigail Marie---Born 11/16/12 via c-section
BFP#1 Kaitlyn 11-17-04
BFP #2 Matthew pPROM 23w5d 06-03-07, b/33 weeks 8-6-07, d/10-15-07 SIDS,
BFP #3 m/c 8 weeks 2/20/09, BFP #4 m/c no hb 6w4d, m/c 9w4d, D&C 11w2d, BFP #5 C/P 12/18/09 after BFP- 9dpo
BFP #6 Samantha- 11-9-10
BFP #7 4/20/12 21 DPO beta: 2382 29 DPO beta: 23000! HB 6w2d 116 bpm due Christmas day!
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~Today I am pregnant and I love my baby~
congrats!
don't feel weird about sharing - As I'm still pretty much a newbie here, I need to hear the encouraging stories, and feel like there is life and BFPs after m/c! Thank you for sharing yours...
Congrats!!
diagnosed with heterozygous Factor V Leiden 2008; m/c 11/09 @ 5 1/2 wks; m/c 5/10 @ 4 1/2 wks; RLP testing done, diagnosed with antiphospholipid syn. and low progesterone; 7/10 started on Heparin injections & progesterone supps @ 3 dpo, BFP 8/9/10!!!
Congrats to you!! I love hearing about BFP, especially to ladies that our on our February tester badge. I wish you a healthy and happy 9 months!!
BFP #2 4/13/10. Bridget born 12/28/10
BFP #3 Finn born 8/11/15
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Congratulations!
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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