normally, IRL, i am the epitome of strength. i rarely cry, or complain, or whine. i dont really share my emotions that much, or things ive gone through. heck, my husband hardly knows about all my health problems! but i just need to get this out. i had my 6 week pp checkup today. they did another pap smear, because my pap very early in pregnancy was abnormal. well, this one was too. so they did a check, and they want me to come in for a cervical biopsy to make sure my abnormal cells arent cancer. i am nervous. i am scared outta my mind. i dont know what i would do! well i know what i would do-i would deal with it. but still. this terrifies me. sorry ladies, just had to get it out. thank you
Natural M/C : Arabella's Twin Guardian Angel, 7.29.2009.**Natural M/C : 2.20.2010.
18 weeks. Always Loved. 4 weeks.