Name - Lauren
Due Date - 3/23
Date Placed on Bedrest -all of 1st tri up to 16 weeks, strict started at 1/4
Type - strict hospital bedrest
Why ? IUGR
Question of the Day - Being as it's Friday, what is your FFFC (flame-free friday confession)?
Answer - So I have a few--the first is: I'm actually starting to get sick of visitors, I dont know if I am depressed and its causing me not to want to be social or if (which I think its this) its more boring to have visitors than to be alone, when friends/family come its just awkward they all sit in chairs around my bed, there isnt anything to talk about becuase I see them all regularly and obviously nothing exciting is going on w/ me, I dunno I feel awful even admitting that but, thats what FFFC are for and my 2nd confession is: I am kind of excited about knowing I could be induced next tues. Obviously not excited about having little buddy be born early but since Ive spent 4 weeks in the hospital the idea that an end is near is exciting and I really just want to meet little buddy, see what he looks like, snuggle him, and I think I am getting more comfortable with the idea of how small he is so I am less frightened (please remind me of this on Mon. night when I am posting about how scared I am haha)
Update: No real updates, my doppler flow/umbilical pressure has gone down a little bit which is good and my amniotic fluid levels are still good, Little buddy is doing great on all his NST and BPP's--I asked my peri this morning about being induced and he asked if LB was head down and I said yes (he has been head down for the past 4 weeks) and he said he wants to at least try cervadil to induce me and to see how LB does and if he does well then he will let me continue w/ the induction, if not than a c-section (obvs.) but I am happy to know that he actually wants me to try and isnt just appeasing me in letting me try (if that makes any sense)