I actually WANT to be with my baby now. I'm discovering just how awesome he is! I'm spending less and less time on my computer and more and more time interacting with him or even just watching him learn.
There's a light at the end of the tunnel, I'm just sorry it took me until the week before I went back to work to discover it.
Re: Wanna know the best part about anti-depressants?
They are pretty fabulous, huh? I remember when I turned the corner and was happy waking up in the morning because I knew that my son would be up soon too. Its a wonderful feeling, especially after the dark clouds of PPD.
I'm glad that you are enjoying your son! I'm sorry to hear that you are headed back to work...but, given how you feel, it sounds like you will have the energy and positive outlook to enjoy your time with him before and after work!
And thanks for your post--its reminded me that I need to run downstairs and take my meds! )
What a wonderful thought! You are right, it is great being excited to get up and see the baby, after all that time of feeling the terrible darkness of PPD.