After last night's awfulness, I am happy to report that today has been great so far. Will slept till 7:30. Holy hell. I could cry just for that alone. H let me sleep in, then W and I have played together since I woke up.
If nothing else, however terrible I still feel about last night, it was a learning experience. I know now what I have to do when I start to feel out of control. I will NEVER let myself get to that point again.
There is nothing better than that warm, snuggly, wriggly little body curling up next to you on the couch and saying "I wuv you mommeh."

Re: Today? Is a good day.
Good to hear!
Even though we as moms feel bad when we have a bad day (and we all do) its nice to know our kids still love us.
That's the awesomeness of kids. No matter what happened the day before, they always treat the next day as a brand new day with a clean slate. They hold no grudges!!
Hope your day continues to get better!

David "BD" 2/8/07 Spencer 9/12/11