I am an emotional wreck today

k827 · January 2010

This has been a terrible morning. H has been home for less than 24 hrs and he's already left to run some errands.lol. He probably wants nothing to do with me.

I went out this morning and got H a coffee and myself a small hot chocolate and what do I do as I'm getting out of the car...I drop H's hot coffee all over the driveway and myself. Just awesome. I come inside to tell H and he's like Oh no biggie I'll make myself a coffee here..I start crying..

I went out and got him another one because I felt terrible.

Then when I get back I lay back in bed and just start bawling. H asks what's wrong and I just can't stop crying. I just feel like this cycle is a bust. Of course he rubs my back and says everything is ok.

I'm tearing up just typing this.

How am I going to face my H on Monday if this is negative. How.

He's going to be home with me Monday and I almost wish he was going to be working so I could just bawl bymyself that day and not have to look at how sad we both will be.

This has been the longest week ever I just want Monday to be here already.... I will not be testing either as it doesn't bring either one of us any relief.

thanks for listening...

LCB34 · January 2010

(((HUGS)))

Mrs.Johns · January 2010

I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. IF is just not fair no matter how you slice it. It sounds like your H is super supportive and is there for you when you are upset. Just hold on tight to him. We are all here for you and we understand your pain. I wish you the very best this cycle and I hope it's your sticky. Only a few more days to go, you can do this.

thebeadinglady · January 2010

I am so sorry you are having a hard week ((hugs)) I hope you feel better soon.

Me&Mr.T · January 2010

((HUGS)) I am praying for you and for a great beta on Monday.

floridakat · January 2010

I really wish you the best of luck on Monday. I hate what IF and IVF do to our emotions!

kekis · January 2010

I'm sorry. I know what you mean. Something that is little in perspective becomes huge when we are struggling. Can I join you today? We can be wrecks together at least.

MontyMrs · January 2010

The IVF wait is really torture, I hope Monday brings you great news. Until then (HUGS)

k-mart · January 2010

I hope you get great news on Monday. But it sounds like you husband is a very loving and supportive man. He will be there for you and you will both get through this weekend together. Hope you're celebrating on Monday.

catery18 · January 2010

i'm so sorry...i hope the weekend flies by for you and Monday brings you a bfp...thinking major bfp thoughts for you!

patchen30 · January 2010

(((hugs))) Maybe you're feeling so emotional b/c it's a BFP?! Fingers crossed. Just try and distract yourself and get through the next couple days. Deep breaths.

Tarahville · January 2010

I'm so very sorry honey. ((hugs)) IF sucks and it's so not fair.

madelyn07 · January 2010

I'm sorry you are having such a rough time. I really hope you get good news on Monday!

DinaLINY · January 2010

I hope you get good news on Monday

Edwina.McDunnough · January 2010

I'm sorry you're having a bad day today. I'm hoping you get good news Monday. Take care of yourself.

LnR70707 · January 2010

I am so sorry. IF blows. I will be keeping my fingers crossed for you.

perry7285 · January 2010

(((hugs)))

Amore0808 · January 2010

Im sorry you are having such a terrible week. hope you feel better soon, hope you get better news than you are expecting

njdcgirl · January 2010

The waiting is just awful. Hang in there - Monday will be here soon and I'm crossing my fingers that you get an amazing outcome. ((HUGS))

schoolsoutbride · January 2010

I wish I had magic words (or just a wand to make it all work for all of us.) I know it won't help, though. Best of luck, but remember not to be too hard on yourself. This is crazy stressful, and hormones don't help!

svp1537 · January 2010

I am sorry you feel so crappy Try to take it easy over the weekend, and hopefully you are wrong and your beta will be awesome!

Good luck sweetie and (((hugs)))

LifeInANutshell · January 2010

<<<<HUG>>>>

I'm happy to listen. And know that I'm thinking of you two and hoping for the best

... is there anything we can do to cheer you up? Maybe some happy doggie pics? (they always brighten my day)

albjag · January 2010

((hugs))

Hoping for wonderful news on Monday!

anangelbug · January 2010

It is torture but try and stay positive! You and DH need to get out of the house and do something that will keep you occupied and take your mind off of the waiting. You need stress relief... Hang in there Right Hug

Sunshine05 · January 2010

*hugs* Hoping you get very good news on Monday and can cry happy tears instead!

ohiostategal · January 2010

I am sorry you are having such a hard day. I am hoping for a great beta for you.

sweetcaroline10 · January 2010

I am sorry you are having such a tough week. I am hoping for great news for you on Monday.

QuiltingBee · January 2010

Sending hugs your way.

MrsP71506 · January 2010

(((hugs)))

Babsie7 · January 2010

I'm hoping and praying you get get news on Monday. I'm sorry you're having such a bad day. ((hugs))

Jill070707 · January 2010

I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time. I am hoping Monday brings the good news I know you and your husband need (and deserve). *hugs* Hang in there.

MrsKimandIan · January 2010

I think we have all had those weeks (next week is my ultrasound, so I think it will be my week to break down). Your DH sounds amazing, you are blessed! (((hugs)))

Romeo&Denise · January 2010

***HUGS*** I'm sorry it's a bad day. I'm going in for IUI#3 and not feeling too optimistic myself. Doesn't help that we've been stuck in this crazy rainstorm with tornado warnings for the past two weeks (in CA)!

Try to take it easy and just kick your feet up today.