I am so upset! I cried last night! I feel like I am ging to miss out on so much of his life. It doesn't help either that he has a cold. Luckily my mom and mil will be watching him and I get home at 245.
I feel the same way! i've been crying off and on for days now. My mother sent me out with DH yesterday for the entire day to relax and do a trial run since I EBF. I cried when I left, cried when I had to pump because I forgot a piece to the pump. Cried when I was telling a friend about my morning and when talking to DH about getting ready for work. While I did all of this I think I will get through it a little easier. But I'm still sad about it.do We'll get through it.
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I went back to work two weeks ago. Granted they were both short weeks, but it was still really hard. L was really sick last week. I can tell you, you will never feel great about it, but it does start to get a little bit easier. Just hang in there!
I'm starting work tomorrow too. Blah! DS will start daycare part-time so that's a tiny consolation for me. I won't let myself cry because there's just no point.
DS born 2009
BFP#2 ~ 8/2/11, EDD 4/11/12, D&C 9/12/11 at 9w5d
BFP#3 ~ 4/15/12, EDD 12/21/12 ~ DD born 12/22/12
I am going back tomorrow as well. I have been crying on and off for a few weeks just in anticipation. I am trying to think positively and assure myself that it will be fine and get easier. I EBF so I also have a lot of anxiety about pumping and all those logistics. I never thought I would be this emotional about leaving him but I feel like I am going to miss so much. I am also so scared that he is going to forget me, we have built such a nice bond over the last few months.
I'm going back tomorrow, too. I also feel like I'll miss everything. She's the happiest in the morning and can get cranky in the eveining, and I feel like I'll miss my happy baby. My fil and mom will be watching her, so it makes it a little easier. I just want time to stand still, but it feels like the day is speeding by.
Re: Back to work tomorrow
BFP#2 ~ 8/2/11, EDD 4/11/12, D&C 9/12/11 at 9w5d
BFP#3 ~ 4/15/12, EDD 12/21/12 ~ DD born 12/22/12
I'm going back tomorrow, too. I also feel like I'll miss everything. She's the happiest in the morning and can get cranky in the eveining, and I feel like I'll miss my happy baby. My fil and mom will be watching her, so it makes it a little easier. I just want time to stand still, but it feels like the day is speeding by.