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i'm a mess

dh asked me to poas again.

the thought of doing it is literally making me sick to my stomach.  i'm so scared of a BFN.  i thought i was so calm and zen this time and now i can't stop crying and want to vomit.

i'm not giving in :( 

i can't deal with a stark white line on NYE

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It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II

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    Oh, honey! :(

    Don't do it.

    You guys should try to just enjoy your night and not think about POASing.

    Hopefully, this will be your last NYE alone for a long time... just try to enjoy. 

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    awh! don't do it if you aren't comfortable. big hugs
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    I agree with smilee, can you make a compromise to enjoy your night and your pizza and poas tomorrow? Don't stress lovely. It's going to be a bfp!! I just know it!!
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    I agree.  Hold out until you are ready.  Your bfp is going to be the perfect start to the New Year :)
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    I'm so sorry.  ((hugs))
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    Oh hon, don't do it then. You don't have too, it's not time yet. Enjoy your NYE and just take care of yourself. ((hugs))

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    aww Worms I'm sorry. You need to wack him with some rolled up newspaper and tell him "No! Bad Mr Worms." Seriously though be strong and don't let him pressure you into it. Ask him to just help you have a nice relaxing night and you'll get to things all in due time. *hugs*
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    imagesmilee:

    Oh, honey! :(

    Don't do it.

    You guys should try to just enjoy your night and not think about POASing.

    Hopefully, this will be your last NYE alone for a long time... just try to enjoy. 

    Ditto this.  Sweetie, try to enjoy your NYE.  (((( hugs )))

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    Don't POAS- 

    try to enjoy your NYE- I'm hoping & praying that you see two lines in 2010, as in a few days from now!   

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    Awww please tell him you want to enjoy your night without that stress!
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    i'm sorry honey. (((hugs))) hang in there!
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    (((hugs))) I hope that whenever you test you see two lines!!
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    ((HUGS))

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    Aww worms don't do it then! Feel better hon!
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