Rough Day (Baby talk inside-possibly sensitive)

pepomntpat · December 2009

My sister had her third baby yesterday. My sister had to have an emergency c-section because the baby was breech and her fluid was low. Yesterday was one day past her due date, so everyone was fully ready for baby! At the same time my sister-my younger sister-had her tubes tied because she just doesn't want anymore.

I went to see them today and it was nice. I was okay while I was there holding the baby who is the sweetest little thing ever, but now I'm feeling quite sorry for myself. I don't understand why she gets to have three beautiful girls when I have nothing. She didn't really want any of them at all. Don't get me wrong, she's a good mom, but she didn't even want them and she got three and then she ties her tubes which was smart for her, but oh God I wish I could say I had my fill of little ones.

And she wanted the baby to come before the new year so she could get her tax deduction. Ugh, I really hate her sometimes. She got her wish and Leah is just perfect and I know I will love her, but the whole thing leaves a very bitter taste in my mouth.

And then I read Cowgirl's Daily Inspiration about the two faced woman and boy was that me all over today and poor DH is gonna be stuck with the real me tonight. I'd better break out the champagne a bit early. Happy New Year!

sinisterkat01 · December 2009

That sounds pretty rough, hon. I'm so sorry. Here's to champagne and a better 2010!

dondraandluis · December 2009

I'm sorry. That had to be tough to deal with. I hope 2010 brings better things your way! (((hugs)))

SpeedGlenn · December 2009

I'm sorry. I know that 2010 is going to be a better year, because it just has to be.

BeachCole · December 2009

That def calls for early champagne! You're a good sister and person to be there for the baby, and I'm sorry it got to you :-/ I hope your 2010 is so much better for you!