Today I feel like I may never stop crying andI realized how hard it is going to be to see baby stuff at stores, etc. I wish this was all a horrible nightmare and I could just wake up and know my baby is still growing inside of me.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
Natural MC @ 7wks 6days
Missed MC @ 7wks 6days, baby measured 6wks 3days
Re: Today
It totally sucks. That is really all there is to say about it. Sorry for your loss.
I know just how you feel. I have good days and bad days and even days that start out good and turn bad such as days when I need ziploc bags and they are down the same grocery aisle as the baby products. You just never know what will set you off and when. That is why this board is here. We are here for you.
HUGS!
This is me too. Every day my emotions are on a roller coaster. I am so sorry for your loss and my only bit of advice is "it will get better." I had my d&c a month ago and I can now think rationally about trying again. The healing process is slow. My T&P are with you.
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I feel the same way. I think that I will probably be a life time member. I might not be here as often and might just be here as a veteran, but I think that we will always hurt and yearn for our angels, it just eases over time...
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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