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I feel like I am going over to the "dark place"

babybeanmbabybeanm
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No, not 1st Tri, obsessing. Now i have myself convinced that I am pregnant but WITH my AF bc I still feel really nauseated and exhausted! I have gone over and over and over my notes of my cycles to see if I can see some kind of pattern or Ah ha! moment or something I might have missed. I want to scream at the top of lungs right now!!! CryingWilted FlowerLightning
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Re: I feel like I am going over to the "dark place"

  • suntotosuntoto member
    ::Big hugs::  I wish I could say it gets easier as time goes on, but it doesn't. 
    Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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  • Pixie21Pixie21 member
    I'm sorry :( I hope your day gets better :)
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  • KelzinBostonKelzinBoston

    we've been there, we understand, and we're sorry.

    big hugs.

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  • babybeanmbabybeanm

    imagesuntoto:
    ::Big hugs::  I wish I could say it gets easier as time goes on, but it doesn't. 

    Hi! Good to "see" you! No, i feel it getting worse and worse as each month goes by.

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  • dondraandluisdondraandluis member
    I'm sorry hun. I think we all have crazy moments like that. (((hugs)))
    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • ColindaPColindaP member
    I'm sorry. I'm going over to a dark place too, but my dark place is a place where I hate everyone, and especially people w/ babies. Because I am the Devil
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  • babybeanmbabybeanm

    imageColindaP:
    I'm sorry. I'm going over to a dark place too, but my dark place is a place where I hate everyone, and especially people w/ babies. Because I am the Devil

    hahaha! Big Smile

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  • suntotosuntoto member
    imagebabybeanm:

    imagesuntoto:
    ::Big hugs::  I wish I could say it gets easier as time goes on, but it doesn't. 

    Hi! Good to "see" you! No, i feel it getting worse and worse as each month goes by.

    I know.  I am around.  I have been posting a bit more on the IF board since that is what we are doing now.  The info there is helpful.  I wish I could find someway to get rid of the bitter resentment, but it is hard.  GL to you!

    Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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  • sweetbossom83sweetbossom83
    imagebabybeanm:

    imageColindaP:
    I'm sorry. I'm going over to a dark place too, but my dark place is a place where I hate everyone, and especially people w/ babies. Because I am the Devil

    hahaha! Big Smile

    double hahaha

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  • babybeanmbabybeanm
    imagesuntoto:
    imagebabybeanm:

    imagesuntoto:
    ::Big hugs::  I wish I could say it gets easier as time goes on, but it doesn't. 

    Hi! Good to "see" you! No, i feel it getting worse and worse as each month goes by.

    I know.  I am around.  I have been posting a bit more on the IF board since that is what we are doing now.  The info there is helpful.  I wish I could find someway to get rid of the bitter resentment, but it is hard.  GL to you!

    You too!!

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  • str8otastr8ota member
    BIG HUGS!!!  I hope things get better for you soon.
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  • sydney0928sydney0928
    Do you have a chart? I'm sure we would all be happy to look at it to see if you are missing anything!
    BFP #1- 1/16/09- Baby Ava stillborn at 32 weeks, possible cord accident, 7/30/09
    BFP #2- 1/5/10- Baby Jack born at 37w2d, 6lbs 13 oz, 8/24/10
    BFP #3- 7/30/11- Baby Boy Due April 3, 2012
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  • babybeanmbabybeanm

    imagesydney0928:
    Do you have a chart? I'm sure we would all be happy to look at it to see if you are missing anything!

    You are super sweet!!! I have no clue about charting or any of that. I write down when we do it, when AF comes and when i get positive OPKs.

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