I'm having a bad day...
MrsMoher
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With the holiday's and being around my 3 month old niece (especially since we started TTC before SIL did and we still have no baby), a gf at work had her baby on Christmas Day, my due date is rapidly approaching for the baby I m/c, and now everyone and their brother announcing that they are pg, I am mentally done. This morning I found out that a co-worker who has a just less than 1 year old is about 10 weeks pg and I litterally started crying at my desk! As if that wasn't bad enough AF is here this week to dash any hopes of a BFP in 2009! How am I going to make it through the rest of this week? And we're supposed to go spend New Yr's Eve with ILs (which would also involve my niece). I feel like I need to turn into a hermit!
I guess the good news is that we finally scheduled our first appointment with with the OB/GYN to talk to them about their game plan for 1/14. If we don't like what they say, then we have to meet with the RE.
Elijah Matthew - 5/3/07 ~ Adalyn Rosemary - 3/23/11
*Photos by Kacy Cierley*
Re: I'm having a bad day...
I hate pregnancy announcments. Even after having a second, announcments of easy conceptions sting.
This is lame, but I keep reminding myself that I do not want "InsertNameHere"s" baby, I want my own, and I will have another. I have to speak and think positively to keep calm and sane. Even now, we want a third, and I have to work all of the time to think purposfully, and positively. That maybe why I repeat it a lot on here, and talk about a natural conception this time around. It is the only thing that keeps me from losing it!
I feel the same way about pregnancy announcements.
Like Firsttogo, I just remind myself of how much harder I've had to work to get my pregnancy and how much more I will appreciate it because of the pain and struggle that went into it and I know I won't take that blessing for granted.
I am so sorry! I have those days right at the beginning of my cycle or when I know it is going to start soon. Doesn't it seem like everyone was coming out of the woodwork announcing their pregnancies at Christmas? I had four announcements and one of my cousins gave birth to her second baby from a different baby-dad.
It sucks so hard! Here is to success in 2010!
And could you change plans and just spend NYE at home with a bag of Ruffles, a bowl of French onion dip, and *** Clark? It sounds like you deserve a break from festivities!