....the day after Christmas feels BETTER than I thought. It's like a huge weight off my shoulders. I guess I didn't realize just how much of my pain was tied in with the holidays. I'm feeling *pretty* ok today, which is a big step, because I haven't felt ok since November 27th.
Re: So Christmas was harder than I thought....BUT...
Isabella Faith---Born 12/17/10 via c-section.
Abigail Marie---Born 11/16/12 via c-section
I also woke up with a feeling that I'm going to have a February 2011 baby.
We started ttc June 2009 and right when we started I got a feeling/intuition that we were going to conceive in October and that WAS our lucky month!
Now, I'm feeling a May conception / February baby.
We'll see.
I honestly was hoping to tell everyone we are pregnant on Christmas but not so much. There is something missing it seems like, especially since I know this week I would have been in the 20+ week mark, that makes it really hard. My body isn't cooperating but I know that I need to stop mopin' around and look toward the future. Hopefully something will transpire.
Ultimately, I know exactly how you feel.
Oh sweetie. Glad you are having an ok day. During the holidays and this soon after your loss I think that's all anyone can hope for. I'm currently debating hiting the after Christmas sales this afternoon...
Hope that a Feb. (or sooner baby) is in the plans for you.
I know how you feel. We were suppose to have our big ultrasound this week and be able to tell family at Christmas. But that didn't happen. Now just hoping we conceive a 2010 miracle!!!