Most of you know about Ava. Its hard to believe that its been 8 months since we lost her. She would have been 5 months old this month. We are missing her badly this holiday season. Its not been easy but we are doing well. My sister and BIL bought a special ornament for their tree for their angel so that she is remembered. My BIL's father goes to the cemetary once a week to have lunch with her and make sure her grave is tended. She is constantly in my thoughts and in my heart. Its amazing that I can love and miss a baby who was born into heaven as much as I love and miss that little girl.
Anyway. Sorry. I got an email from my best friend today about something her kids said to her. Logan is 3. Layla is 5. I hope this touches your hear like it did mine. For some reason I had to share with this with you guys.
"A sweet little thing Logan and layla said today. I was going through all the things we are doing in the next few days and I said we are going to Tia mels on Thursday and I named all the people that would be there. I said Sophia, tia mel, Tia Alisha and logan yelled "and Ava too". I didn't even know he really understood. Layla then said no she won't be where u can see her. She's an angel in heaven.
It made me cry-- so sweet an innocent. But her memory is alive and my kids will remember her."
Hug your babies tight. I know I do whenever Ava crosses my mind and Sophie is near.
Re: Kids are amazing *tear jerker alert*
wow - i dont know if i should have read this b/c my eyes are watery now.
kids are amazing and little things like that prove it.
What sweet little kids! It's incredible how they are able to just say the most amazing things that just warm your heart. What a beautiful story. Sending you and your family warm holiday wishes filled with peace and comfort.
Aww mel - they have always been smart kids, but that is amazing. So sweet.
Thanks for sharing.
I've been thinking about you and Alisha and Victor a lot lately and about how hard christmas is going to be without Ava. {{hugs}}
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RPL Workup: + LPD (7DPO Prog = 7.8, Endometrial Bx = out of phase)
Elevated Alpha 2-glycoprotein IgA and antiphosphatidylserine IgM -->
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Dx: LPD
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