Hi Ladies - New here. Been struggling with PPD for a few weeks now, I think. It kind of came out of the blue and hit me like a ton of bricks. Some days, I'm great - in fact, I am on cloud nine, blissed out with all the fun baby stuff & the holidays and all that. The next, I get a sinking feeling in my stomach and get so anxious and so cranky, I'm worse than my infant. I didn't know that PPD could have these ups and downs, its almost like a text book case of manic depression. Is this normal PPD?