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It brings tears to my eyes

Do you ever just sit and look at your LOs and looking at them brings tears to your eyes?  I just think of everything I went through to have them and now they're here and they're so beautiful and I just feel so blessed. I was just watching my little guys sleep by the Christmas tree with Christmas music playing and I started to cry thinking how lucky I was and how much I love them. I never imagined I could love anything so much.

Sorry for being mushy, I just had a moment....   :)

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  • I didn't go through the struggles that so many MoMs did, but yeah, I do feel that way. Quite often. I just don't know what in the world I did to get so lucky. Why me? (And I mean that in a good way!)
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  • I actually do this all the time. It just hits me and I can't believe they are mine.
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  • I'm not there yet, but your post sure made me cry. I totally get it! I think I will be the same way.

  • Everyday I go to see them at the hospital I have to stop myself from crying.  I can't beleive they belong to my husband and I and are so beautiful. I feel so lucky.
  • DH and I have these moments too. Something mundane and ordinary will strike a cord with us.  DH and I will look at each other and start to get teary.  We are overwhelmed by how blessed we are to have our three boys.  Two IVF miracles and one spontaneous miracle!

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  • That happens to me a lot. My girls are blessings and sometimes when I get a chance to take in the moments, it hits me and brings me to my knees.
  • I definitely feel this way at every u/s when I hear the hbs and see all those little baby parts. And now that I can feel a little more movement it is so amazing!!!
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  • What a beautiful moment, enjoy :)
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  • Thank you for this post because I dont think I stop often enough to realized the gifts I have been given.
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  • I had a "tears to my eyes" moment with my girls right before logging on and reading this post. I fall more and more in love with them with every breath. They light up my life in ways I didn't imagine possible. Enjoying every moment with my LOs!! Glad to hear other MoMs having their moments, too!
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  • Yesterday.  The twins were eating in their high chairs and are now starting to "talk" and recognize that each other are there.  They were saying dada and looking at each other and smiling and "talking" and I just kinda lost it. Tears started flowing and I couldn't stop smiling. 
  • I feel the same way.  I'm just so amazed that these little ones are mine and how beautiful they are.  I feel so blessed.
  • I just told DH how much cooler it is to see 4 stockings on the mantle instead of two ... this is the 1st Christmas in the past 3 years that I haven't felt a huge chunk of me was missing :)
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