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uagirl
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Having a bad day
uagirl
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Today is my first EDD, and I have been a mess all day. I know that if it weren't for that loss, I wouldn't have what seems to be a healthy pregnancy now, but I can't help thinking about the what ifs.
I called my doctor's office to reschedule my first ultrasound. It was supposed to be next Monday, but I start my new job that day and will be in orientation all day. The first appointment they had was January 13. I know 2 weeks doesn't make a huge difference, but I just want to know that everything is okay.
I had to run to the mall to pick up a gift at Bath and Body Works. I know it was a terrible idea 3 days before Christmas, but it had to be done. The smells were so overwhelming, it was horrible.
I have a stack of presents that need wrapped, a trip to Costco that I need to make, and laundry that needs to be done. All I want to do is lay here on the couch with my ginger ale and watch bad tv.
m/c 05/2009
DD born 8/9/10
TTC #2 since 8/2012
CP 12/2012
dx MFI 10/2013
Surprise BFP 11/6/2013 EDD 7/19/2014
Beta #1 15 dpo HCG 355 Prog 30.9
Beta #2 22 dpo HCG 8147 Prog 18.8
Beta #3 29 dpo HCG 44580 Prog 29.8
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Re: Having a bad day
Awwh. I am so sorry. I can't imagine how hard today must be. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Don't be hard on yourself. There is no time limit on grief. I pray that this ultrasound will come fast and everything will be perfect.
HUGS!
TTC #2 since 4/09
Unexplained Secondary IF
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4 failed rounds of clomid ~ 4 failed IUIs ~ 1 m/c
2/3/11: IUI #5 - Femara/Follistim/Ovidrel/Crinone = BFP (2/14)!!!
Beta #1 (12dpiui): 53 Beta #2 (14dpiui): 203 Beta #3 (20dpiui): 3932 Beta #4 (28dpiui): 60,775
1st U/S (3/3): 2 sacs & yolks 2nd U/S (3/8) 2 heartbeats-TWINS!
Baby A:6w6d HR 131 Baby B:6w4d HR 124
TWINS!! EDD 10/25/2011
awwwh Liz, many many hugs my friend.
I haven't been in that situation but can understand you feeling that way.
Just lay on that couch and watch bad tv and it will help you to feel better about you!!!!
We're here for you!!! Love ya girl.
i'm sorry. I remmber passing my EDD - I was in Maui. I remember taking a walk and "talking" to my baby that could have been and also telling Avery how happy I was to have the hope of her.
I hope today gets/got better for you.
Chin up